As to responsibilities just really quick I can't say what because it isn't a typical one. So essentially if I suddenly backed out there'd be a huge ripple effect as it would be rather noticeable. Kinding hoping for a severe ailment or something ha ha. But that's the deal in case anyone is wondering.
I need to get over it. That's the bottom line and all of your comments to some degree or another suggest such. What I mean is whether for some there was a hard cut or others a slow fade the common denominator here is to do what is best for you and your family. Essentially I need to quit caring about the rest of it.
I think it is honestly the only way to get my sanity back. Think I'm forgetting that the most important part is my family and keeping peace and happiness at home.
To @BluesBrother's credit think he makes a good point here "preserve" that home life and happiness.
To @KateWild thx means a lot u posted. appreciate it.
To @LisaRose your posts are always well thought out and articulate I always appreciate them.
Thanks in general to everyone really, read them all. Funny I'm not the needy type at all as it generally goes but this whole ordeal is literally kicking my ass.
Honestly in years past regardless of the JW aspects just support groups in general, I'd make fun of them. It isn't so funny anymore. Seriously I'm not sure how I'd cope some days without chatting to a couple strangers here who have no clue who or what and still are so damn genuine. Really is something special I tell ya.