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  I need help, I'm falling in love with a JW girl

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  so i met her at my last job that i worked & we started off as friends.

  i didn't know her faith at the time & i honestly couldn't have cared less, seeing as i'm agnostic.

  after about a year, i began developing emotions for her & sure enough, we ended up dating for a little while.

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  nebula--

  So I met her at my last job that I worked & we started off as friends. I didn't know her faith at the time & I honestly couldn't have cared less, seeing as I'm agnostic. After about a year, I began developing emotions for her & sure enough, we ended up dating for a little while. I was her date to her senior prom & she was my first kiss. She broke it with me a short time after because she wanted to keep on with her faith. I let her go & I tried my hardest to cut her out of my life. I went two months without seeing or talking to her & I was so close to moving on, until I saw that she posted our prom pictures online. I sent her a message with intentions on ending our relationship once & for all, but nothing has ever gone the way I planned. Instead we started talking again & we became close friends. I messed up, & now I'm paying the consequences. I've thought about this every day & she's such a beautiful woman, I can never get her out of my mind. I want to spend the rest of my days with her but I know I can't & she knows it as well. I feel like the desire to pick up what we once had is there for the both of us. We flirt every now & then & hang out, we laugh, hold hands, give long hugs, & I'm falling in love with someone I can't have. I know there's a part of her that wants to try again because she constantly talks about the time when we did date. I'm scared of having this go too far, & I have honestly considered converting to be with her but I left the religion act behind me for a reason & I don't plan on ever returning. I do everything possible to try & move on, get her out of my head & tell myself to start dating other woman. I've signed up for online dating & have been talking to more females but at the end of the day everything leads back to her. What should I do? Please help me...