So I thought my purpose was to serve Jehovah and get baptised. Where do I go now to get baptised?
In essence you can just get a baptism anywhere they provide it. While you find a suitable place where you feel ok with your baptism, I'd encourage you to look and learn more about yourself as an individual.
Is baptism even a requirement for serving God or was that just for the disciples and people of that time.
No, if you want to serve your god, you can do that.
When any of you were baptised did you feel the Holy Spirit.
No. In fact, my JW baptism was a sham. I didn't feel anything different or special.
Do you still pray ? To whom do you pray ? So lost. Advice please.
I don't pray. I don't feel that I should be giving you any advice. My believe is that healthy spirituality comes from the inside out, not the other way around. Your spirituality is personal and just yours and just between you and your God. I hope you find peace.