jwundubbed - Welcome
The road to recovery will just have its own length of time - unique to each of us apparently. Just enjoy the new "ride" - I went into Huge depression in 2010 which took 30 agonising months to recover from and even now I have the craziest dreams which always involve some issue of entrapment within the cult - Very weird but evidence of what has taken place inside our heads - for me its a recovery after 50 years in the cult -