@testeverything: This is the yahweh you desire to worship as shown in the verses belowAs for me I refuse to worship one who does not communicate clearly what he wants, who he is , what he expects of humans etc; But lets it so vague in areas, so confusing in others and also contradictory in yet others.
jeremiah 19:9 And I will make them eat the flesh of their sons and their daughters, and everyone shall eat the flesh of his neighbor in the siege and in the distress, with which their enemies and those who seek their life afflict them.’
Isaiah 13:16 ESV
Their infants will be dashed in pieces before their eyes; their houses will be plundered and their wives ravished.
I am not sorry that I do not want to worship such a god who touts love but fails to deliver it himself.
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