Then a few weeks later my kids and I took a road trip to visit family down south. On the way back, I checked the online JWborg site for cancellations for a Bethel tour. We got in and toured Bethel and took photos with people there.





Since that time, I have been able to find the personal cellphone numbers of Tony Morris, Robert Ciranko, and Seth Hyatt online and was able to contact them to share a message via text. (Incidentally, both Tony and Robert picked up the phone when I called first.) I spoke to Robert Ciranko specifically about the recent morning worship he did regarding disfellowshipping. He said I could mail my question to the service department, but I told him they never answer when I write to them. It was an interesting conversation. I was respectful and polite, but I think he was surprised I called. When he asked how I got the number, I told him it was the same way I got the numbers to call people in the ministry. He said "that's fair". He asked me what congregation I go to and if I am one of Jehovah's witnesses. I told him what congregation I was going to and that I am a witness of Jehovah.
Anyway, it is clear to me from all of this that Jehovah's holy spirit helps even those who are disfellowshipped, and that the entire disfellowshipping process the borg does is completely bogus. I also consider it a huge blessing that I was disfellowshipped, because it helped me to research so many other things and find out cool stuff, like that the 1914 doctrine is false, the GB/FDS thing is false, etc, etc...
Now I am banned from pretty much everything locally - KH, assembly, convention. The local elders view me as a wicked disfellowshipped apostate, disruptive, mentally diseased and to be avoided like the plague. And yet, everyone we interacted with at the conventions, the Bethelites, the US Branch representative, even the former GB member and the current president of the WTBT$ all could see that we (me and my kids, who also now have disassociated themselves from the WTBT$) are loving witnesses of Jehovah.
Jehovah's holy spirit has made clear that the wicked intimidation techniques of those who lord it over the flock are not approved by God. Jehovah will clear His holy name of reproach at the appointed time. Jesus will see to it personally.