It's like being eaten by a single fire ant, one bite at a time.
Sometimes I just want to rip my own arm off and smack speakers off the podium for spouting all those illogical lies in smug confidence.
The most depressing part is sitting there watching the rest of my family completely aloof, as compliant as fully sedated sheep actually believing that all of it is real and that they will have everlasting life one day. Knowing that all of us will be dead one day, but that they could probably go to the grave believing all that crap, and wasting their lives working towards 'qualifying' for PROMISES that will never come true!!!