"under the radar", you are not the only with deep insights into the big picture of "freedom of speech.". Thank you a million dollars for bringing out censorship, to paraphrase you "anyone with a modicom of reasoning or brain powers will see through the shallow spiritual "Gerber Peas (gross radioactive green baby food even the babies puke up all over their bibs.)". Why are you willing to look at both sides of the arguments, I thought we were suppose to be myopic, "grab the pitch fork and join the mobs! The mass majority on members are kind here, and I can't imagine anyone on jehovah-net attacking you for bringing your wisdom to the table. I am really starting to like you all much more than my shallow egotistical friends, I love "recovery", "crisis of conscience" "mrs jones" "jackM", "billy le ex" Mr. freeze, "punk of face" blondie, flyin high". I wish I had your moral fibers and could leave my "house of cards" life, but where could I feel like Queen Connie and treat my underlings like shit dirt, I am trying to stop my profanity, it will take time dear members.
I wish I was not a bitch, I wish I had love and compassion and respected my fellow workers in the Kingdom Hall but it's not going to happen. You know my husband quit school in the sixth-grade, we receive work from the brothers and sisters by "word of mouth" and I work three jobs because my husband never wanted a retirement account. He took my IRA ($73,000 of fifteen years of work) and used it to stay at home for two years while Mom and Dad paid my rent, I blew their car up by not filling up the oil or checking the water. Stupid parents still loaned me money and bought us food while I worked sixty hours a week, while husband watched Howard Stern and Playboy Channel before preparing his Tusday Night Talks. I hate my parents for not standing up to the bully husband or remaining strong in the truth, why did they disobey my husband by allowing my drunk brother to move into their house? I discover I hate my parents more and more each day, and nobody is willing to be like "under the radar" and point out my life of contradictions and hypocrisy. I hate cowards and followers like myself, I like people here because you do not tickle my ears, you have courage and morals I lack.