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  Who I really am, my story on YOUTUBE!

  by Gojira_101 in

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  the death of a jw and the birth of me the apostate.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2lwgowdpj8.

  a huge thanks to my friend ray publisher (jwstruggle) for posting my video for me.

  now that i am no longer held prisoner from the fear of watchtower, i can now help others!.

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  Thanks Glander!
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  I said it before and I'll say it again

  by Gojira_101 in

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  i'm so happy to have been able to sleep in yesterday and this morning!

  no fs and sunday meeting!

  every weekend i feel a huge relief and both hubby and i always look at each other and say "it's great not having to go to meeting huh?".

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  I'm so happy to have been able to sleep in yesterday and this morning! No FS and Sunday meeting! Every weekend I feel a huge relief and both hubby and I always look at each other and say "it's great not having to go to meeting huh?"

  We now worship at the alter of Capulus and video ludos. Hope google translator work right! (Capulus 'coffee' and video ludos 'video games')

  Shyla
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  Apostate: From 279 Facebook friends to 81 overnight... thanks MOM!

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  the drama continues, i log on to facebook this morning and notice that i have about 20 some odd personal messages from people calling me an apostate to they will return to me when i return to jehovah.. all of this based upon my brother informing others that i have "apostate thoughts".

  my mother also encourage long-time famil friends to "unfriend" me because i have taken my stand on the side of satan... wow.

  don't you just love this international brotherhood.

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  Same thing happened to me. When my dad made one comment to his mom, not even really apostate, his mom went psycho and called all our family back east, next day I had some facebook messages like you mentioned and some unfriending. Typical JW response. The funny thing is my grandmother lied and said dad was an apostate and hubby and I got lumped in even though we did nothing wrong. I'm sorry you are going through this, it just plain sucks because we can't even get through the mind-control enough to try and make things right. I know it's hard right now, but you really don't need those type of friends. Peace to you! Shyla
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  Who I really am, my story on YOUTUBE!

  by Gojira_101 in

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  the death of a jw and the birth of me the apostate.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2lwgowdpj8.

  a huge thanks to my friend ray publisher (jwstruggle) for posting my video for me.

  now that i am no longer held prisoner from the fear of watchtower, i can now help others!.

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  Thanks Mouthy! I just want to help people!

  Hugs back granny
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  Who I really am, my story on YOUTUBE!

  by Gojira_101 in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  the death of a jw and the birth of me the apostate.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2lwgowdpj8.

  a huge thanks to my friend ray publisher (jwstruggle) for posting my video for me.

  now that i am no longer held prisoner from the fear of watchtower, i can now help others!.

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  Thanks jhine! I would love to be your friend!

  email is [email protected] if you want to email.

  Shyla
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  Who I really am, my story on YOUTUBE!

  by Gojira_101 in

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  the death of a jw and the birth of me the apostate.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2lwgowdpj8.

  a huge thanks to my friend ray publisher (jwstruggle) for posting my video for me.

  now that i am no longer held prisoner from the fear of watchtower, i can now help others!.

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  Awakened at Gilead: I never was part of the ASL Cong because I was a working interpreter at the time and I just didn't want to deal with the hassle of following my code of ethics and being a JW, so I never joined them, but I would go to a meeting every once and a while. I'm so glad I never joined the ASL cong, we live in a very small deaf community and let's just say the deaf here don't really like the JW's here, so it would be hard for me since I'm still a working interpreter.

  Be glad you didn't have a vasectomy, at least you can have kids some day. The hardest part is knowing when he had it done we thought it was our decision but now we are out, realizing you were freaking mind-frellled and it wasn't your decision!

  Shyla
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  Who I really am, my story on YOUTUBE!

  by Gojira_101 in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  the death of a jw and the birth of me the apostate.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2lwgowdpj8.

  a huge thanks to my friend ray publisher (jwstruggle) for posting my video for me.

  now that i am no longer held prisoner from the fear of watchtower, i can now help others!.

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  Thanks sistah! Just trying to keep on keeping on (my favorite movie btw) everyday.
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  Who I really am, my story on YOUTUBE!

  by Gojira_101 in

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  the death of a jw and the birth of me the apostate.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2lwgowdpj8.

  a huge thanks to my friend ray publisher (jwstruggle) for posting my video for me.

  now that i am no longer held prisoner from the fear of watchtower, i can now help others!.

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  Thank you Aunt Fancy! I know so many people have said it's nice to put a face to the name! How I got my name is kind of a funny story. I was supposed to be a boy so my parents were going to name me Shiloh, and well surprise! So they just changed it to Shyla, they thought they made it up but come to find out it's a Native American name meaning "wild pony." Who knew?

  When my parents, hubby and I get together for my birthday we are going to take a family picture and post here. I keep telling them, "we need to show people what an "apostate family" looks like. LOL.

  My dad is going to be 52 in August and my mom just turned 50.

  We all are just trying to rebuild our lives and My hubby and I are hoping to start a family soon through adopting. But we will see what happens.

  Shyla
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  Who I really am, my story on YOUTUBE!

  by Gojira_101 in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  the death of a jw and the birth of me the apostate.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2lwgowdpj8.

  a huge thanks to my friend ray publisher (jwstruggle) for posting my video for me.

  now that i am no longer held prisoner from the fear of watchtower, i can now help others!.

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  Freedom always comes at a high price! All I can ask for is some can learn from us and maybe can escape with minimal damage. Or just help someone. That is all I wish for.

  There has been some thing nagging at me about my uncle and I think that will be my next video...telling his story as best I can.

  Thank you both for watching!

  Shyla
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  Who I really am, my story on YOUTUBE!

  by Gojira_101 in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  the death of a jw and the birth of me the apostate.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2lwgowdpj8.

  a huge thanks to my friend ray publisher (jwstruggle) for posting my video for me.

  now that i am no longer held prisoner from the fear of watchtower, i can now help others!.

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  Right simon! I can see now they never were real friends. It's like you said, cutouts!