Magotan, It took a lot of strength and courage to do what you did.
How your friends and family reacted is how all JW react. It's not you, IT IS THEM! When I told my family my doubts and my husband told his family his doubts, it was the same reaction. It doesn't matter if you were gay or not, it would be the same reaction!
was curious if you were serious or if you were hacked? Stupid question! When you are hacked this isn't something they do most of the time.
And quite honestly I don't think you're gay man. You might think you are because you may be attracted to guys but one of the Awakes helped us to appreciate that that's all linked to hormonal changes within our bodies that makes us feel that way. This happens in our age range and some witnesses think they're gay because of it but that's not always the case. Hormonal changes? One of the Awakes helps us to appreciate these feelings are linked to hormonal changes??? What a load of crap! Sure you might have brief periods where you feel attracted to someone of the same sex, but you would know if you are gay or not! WOW!!!!
But you are not gay, there is no such thing, you know that. WHAT? There is no such thing? I don't even know what to say about that! Some of my gay friends are "very" gay! No such thing. I guess this person has been so sheltered from the real world they believes the BS the WT feeds them.
It can only get better from here, I know it's going to be hard, but you need to make new friends and develop new relationship with non-jw people. I will be sending you a PM as soon as I post this.
Peace and love you to Magotan, you have a friend in me :)
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