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  Who I really am, my story on YOUTUBE!

  by Gojira_101 in

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  the death of a jw and the birth of me the apostate.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2lwgowdpj8.

  a huge thanks to my friend ray publisher (jwstruggle) for posting my video for me.

  now that i am no longer held prisoner from the fear of watchtower, i can now help others!.

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  It was very hard for me to talk about not being able to have children on my video so I didn't go into detail...but 3 months after my husband and I got married he had a vasectomy. There were some complications, that shouldn't have happened and we know he could have it reversed, but he's not wanting to go through the pain on a "it might work." I don't want him to go through that pain again either on a small chance he could go back to "normal." Plus the percentage of a reversal working now is very low.

  As far as I know, I can have children but I don't feel right using a donor because it won't be my husbands child. We would of had some beautiful kids.

  Shyla
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  Who I really am, my story on YOUTUBE!

  by Gojira_101 in

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  the death of a jw and the birth of me the apostate.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2lwgowdpj8.

  a huge thanks to my friend ray publisher (jwstruggle) for posting my video for me.

  now that i am no longer held prisoner from the fear of watchtower, i can now help others!.

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  Thank you Mr. Flipper! I'm sorry it made you cry! I know it doesn't look like it too much on the video but the whole time I was on the verge of tears also. It was very hard not to cry myself while telling my story. I hope one day it is your daughters who are telling their story. All we can do is hope and pray one day they can break free for the control.

  I look forward to one day meeting you Flipper. My husband and I are hoping to save up for next years Apostatefest. I really want to meet many of you in person. If this year would have been one State closer we could have done it.

  Shyla
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  Who I really am, my story on YOUTUBE!

  by Gojira_101 in

  1. jw
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  the death of a jw and the birth of me the apostate.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2lwgowdpj8.

  a huge thanks to my friend ray publisher (jwstruggle) for posting my video for me.

  now that i am no longer held prisoner from the fear of watchtower, i can now help others!.

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  3 dogs 1husband. I pm'ed you back :)
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  Who I really am, my story on YOUTUBE!

  by Gojira_101 in

  1. jw
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  the death of a jw and the birth of me the apostate.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2lwgowdpj8.

  a huge thanks to my friend ray publisher (jwstruggle) for posting my video for me.

  now that i am no longer held prisoner from the fear of watchtower, i can now help others!.

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  exwhyzee That was awesome, but you just need to rap it out and record it! There is a gentleman I watched his YouTube video and he did some music/rap about his experiences. Maybe get in touch with him and he can rap it for you.

  That's pretty cool! Me like!
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  My mother continues with these creepy letters

  by sosoconfused in

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  as i continue to post these letters just to let people see what they can expect through a fade, i hope they are not annoying anyone.. if so please let me know and i will no longer post them.

  however i think these letters help you to see how cultish and crazy this religion causes people to become:.

  evening <name removed>,.

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  I'm so sorry you have to go through this. You know it really is the mind-control there people are under. I just talked to my friend Stubborn Disbeliever this morning because of a letter she just got from her Grandmother and it's almost exactly the same. Here is the link http://www.jehovahs-witness.net/social/family/255709/1/How-Do-I-Reply. I'm not trying to promote her topic on here, but if you read the letter she got from her grandmother, it's almost the same read. It's the mind-control. Like I told my friend, as long as they are going to all the meetings, personal studying....etc, they are going to stay under that mind-control and think they are right and you are wrong and going to die at Armageddon. I do honestly believe your mother loves you, but the problem comes in with the cognitive dissidence. We human's like harmoney and balance, your mother has the natural affection for you because you are her son, but that is causing her "inner balance" to be out of whack because she knows she has to be loyal to her God above all else.

  Sometimes you just have to rip the band-aid off and deal with the pain. Do what is right for you and your family.

  It really is simple, just shave the beard and be saved sosoconfused

  Shyla
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  Who I really am, my story on YOUTUBE!

  by Gojira_101 in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  the death of a jw and the birth of me the apostate.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2lwgowdpj8.

  a huge thanks to my friend ray publisher (jwstruggle) for posting my video for me.

  now that i am no longer held prisoner from the fear of watchtower, i can now help others!.

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  Gojira_101

  Thank you everyone for the kind comments! I wish I had time to respond to each of your comments but I'm only home for a bit then have to go out again.

  So basically finding the one lie with WT is what did for me. I left because I could NOT stomach taking in the lies anymore. Here soon my parents will start making videos and telling their story and I'll leave all the juicy details to them. But I will say as JW we went through hell with the JW's in the hall and with the elders in each of the congregations we were in. It wasn't for social reasons we left. The social aspect of the "wrong" we saw with the JW's we just chalked it up to imperfections of people. We never once thought that it went all the way to the top. We believed this was Jehovah's chosen organization, but then when the lies are uncovered, well then how can God support lies?

  It feels very liberating to come out and say who I am and I'm actually shocked so many have commented and watched my video. I told my mom I would bee happy if 10 people watched it.

  Thank you everyone! It's still scary but it's not being scared of WT, its being sacred because I'm opening myself for others to see many of my inner most feelings that I have only shared with my husband, parents and my best friend (Stubborn Disbeliever), it's just scary for me because those feelings are out in the open now for anyone to see. I certainly don't regret this because I want to help people escape from WT and to be free and if I have to bare soul, so be it. But it still is scary as hell!

  Thank you againneveryone. I have read all your comments, I just can't take the time right now to reply to them all.

  Shyla
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  Who I really am, my story on YOUTUBE!

  by Gojira_101 in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  the death of a jw and the birth of me the apostate.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2lwgowdpj8.

  a huge thanks to my friend ray publisher (jwstruggle) for posting my video for me.

  now that i am no longer held prisoner from the fear of watchtower, i can now help others!.

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  Sweet JJ! Thank you. I'm in the process of sharing it with my deaf friends.

  Thank you!
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  Who I really am, my story on YOUTUBE!

  by Gojira_101 in

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  the death of a jw and the birth of me the apostate.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2lwgowdpj8.

  a huge thanks to my friend ray publisher (jwstruggle) for posting my video for me.

  now that i am no longer held prisoner from the fear of watchtower, i can now help others!.

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  slimboyfat. I know my mother already explained above....the thing about the cross in the reasoning book was the fact that watchtower LIED. They did the [...] and cherry picked from the Empirical Bible Dictionary to set their own teachings. So when one lie is uncovered it leads to another lie and another and another.

  Our friend who shared that about the reasoning book and the cross was just showing my parents the 1 LIE. That friend is almost on JWN but they are trying to fade so they don't lose their family.

  Basically it was the fact WTBT$ misquoted (lied) to make it fit their teaching of "The Truth" like I said if WTBT$ lied about one thing, what else did they lie about? Also if they have "The TRUTH" why do they have to lie? And if something is the "TRUTH" it shouldn't change. Truth on/about anything would not change.

  I can't tell the whole story in one video, but for years as JW's my family always had problems with elders and "the friends" because even as JW's my parents and I were the trouble makers in the Hall because we would be the first ones to confront elders because they weren't following the bible or at the time because they weren't following what the Organization was saying.

  So our thought process was...if they lied about one thing, what else did they lie about? Well when we researched and checked we saw all of their lies and that was that!

  Shyla
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  Who I really am, my story on YOUTUBE!

  by Gojira_101 in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  the death of a jw and the birth of me the apostate.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2lwgowdpj8.

  a huge thanks to my friend ray publisher (jwstruggle) for posting my video for me.

  now that i am no longer held prisoner from the fear of watchtower, i can now help others!.

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  Gojira_101

  innerpeace: Thank you. Basically my friends and family shunned me based on the lie my grandmother told about my dad.....and no one even bothered to ask if it was true. That is the power WTBT$ has over people.

  Thanks! I love my tattoo! I'm planning on getting one more on our wedding anniversary. I'm going to get the white ink tattoo and have two doves.

  Shyla
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  Who I really am, my story on YOUTUBE!

  by Gojira_101 in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  the death of a jw and the birth of me the apostate.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2lwgowdpj8.

  a huge thanks to my friend ray publisher (jwstruggle) for posting my video for me.

  now that i am no longer held prisoner from the fear of watchtower, i can now help others!.

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  Gojira_101

  integ thank you for the comment.

  Being a Witness for almost 30 years I of course do know all the terminology. I know how the Society works. I know the language of the "truth" all Witnesses speak. Myself in trying to break free from the Society and breaking away from the "truth" I am trying very hard not to use their language. Even now I hate it when I catch myself when I say "my worldly friends." I'm still trying to break free from all of the indoctrination I have received since I was born, the Society doesn't control me and I choose to not give them that respect, so I just call them Watchtower now....or when I post comments on here I use WTBT$ or WT.

  I just don't want to use their language anymore, simple as that.

  Shyla