i love her so much , i wouldnt do that to her .. she blocked me from everything .. she posts on fb broken heart quotes and that ''i would never find out how much she loved me '' i guess she doesnt know what love means .its all her fault , people died of love , i m not asking that from her but at least she should stop saying and indicating this !
spirituk
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Another sad non jw falling for a baptised jw girl story
by spirituk inok ,so this is my story , this jw girl came on vacation in my country as a friend of my girl-cousin who is not a jw but were classmates at uni .
my cousin introduced her to me but she didnt tell me that she was a jw from the very first moment we flirt each other.we went on beach ,on bars ,cafes etc and she acted so wordly ,in fact i thought she could be a good one night stand with her behaviour .never saw anything weird about her that could lead me to question something, with the peak in the club where we danced together while hugging very passionatly .
i tried to kiss her that night but she kept her distance , i didnt notice any bad on that.anyway, next day we flirt again at the the beach and at night too .
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Another sad non jw falling for a baptised jw girl story
by spirituk inok ,so this is my story , this jw girl came on vacation in my country as a friend of my girl-cousin who is not a jw but were classmates at uni .
my cousin introduced her to me but she didnt tell me that she was a jw from the very first moment we flirt each other.we went on beach ,on bars ,cafes etc and she acted so wordly ,in fact i thought she could be a good one night stand with her behaviour .never saw anything weird about her that could lead me to question something, with the peak in the club where we danced together while hugging very passionatly .
i tried to kiss her that night but she kept her distance , i didnt notice any bad on that.anyway, next day we flirt again at the the beach and at night too .
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spirituk
@mariu , whats wrong about that? wouldnt be great to serve some justice? and after all it might be good for her if they kick her out this cult .
@nugget , maybe the most correct-describing answer i received so far , and thank you for your honesty ..
only by a miracle she would return to me and i dont believe in god :P
i just miss her so much ,the only person that cared about me ,taken away from me by a cult in 2013.. i just believe that is very rare to find a person to care about you as much as you care about her.. if she didnt care she wouldnt go through all this suffering .. i am so empty right now
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Another sad non jw falling for a baptised jw girl story
by spirituk inok ,so this is my story , this jw girl came on vacation in my country as a friend of my girl-cousin who is not a jw but were classmates at uni .
my cousin introduced her to me but she didnt tell me that she was a jw from the very first moment we flirt each other.we went on beach ,on bars ,cafes etc and she acted so wordly ,in fact i thought she could be a good one night stand with her behaviour .never saw anything weird about her that could lead me to question something, with the peak in the club where we danced together while hugging very passionatly .
i tried to kiss her that night but she kept her distance , i didnt notice any bad on that.anyway, next day we flirt again at the the beach and at night too .
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spirituk
how is this relevant to our matter ? >:(
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Another sad non jw falling for a baptised jw girl story
by spirituk inok ,so this is my story , this jw girl came on vacation in my country as a friend of my girl-cousin who is not a jw but were classmates at uni .
my cousin introduced her to me but she didnt tell me that she was a jw from the very first moment we flirt each other.we went on beach ,on bars ,cafes etc and she acted so wordly ,in fact i thought she could be a good one night stand with her behaviour .never saw anything weird about her that could lead me to question something, with the peak in the club where we danced together while hugging very passionatly .
i tried to kiss her that night but she kept her distance , i didnt notice any bad on that.anyway, next day we flirt again at the the beach and at night too .
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spirituk
how could they hurt her MORE, what else could they do to her . they already destroyed her life twice , made her engage a person that she didnt love , supress her all the time and forcing her living a lie . SO , if i send them all those conversations and photos , what would the consequences be for her ? if they kick her out they will make her a favour .. despite me ,she will have a regular life , she lives in a ghetto why wouldnt i help her by doing that?
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Another sad non jw falling for a baptised jw girl story
by spirituk inok ,so this is my story , this jw girl came on vacation in my country as a friend of my girl-cousin who is not a jw but were classmates at uni .
my cousin introduced her to me but she didnt tell me that she was a jw from the very first moment we flirt each other.we went on beach ,on bars ,cafes etc and she acted so wordly ,in fact i thought she could be a good one night stand with her behaviour .never saw anything weird about her that could lead me to question something, with the peak in the club where we danced together while hugging very passionatly .
i tried to kiss her that night but she kept her distance , i didnt notice any bad on that.anyway, next day we flirt again at the the beach and at night too .
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spirituk
when i was going to visit her she will text me and tell me that she was a mess and tha she was throwing up in the toilet while she was at work .. some messed up s**t . anyways now she has cut any contact with me and blocked me on fb , not answering phone calls and she said that its for my good sake..soo, why wouldnt i fax all the covnersation from fb and texts on mobile to her kingdom hall and let her face the consequenses? thats what i think is for her good sake ,would she like it ?would she deserve it? after being so cold with me? it sounds like revenge and maybe it is
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Another sad non jw falling for a baptised jw girl story
by spirituk inok ,so this is my story , this jw girl came on vacation in my country as a friend of my girl-cousin who is not a jw but were classmates at uni .
my cousin introduced her to me but she didnt tell me that she was a jw from the very first moment we flirt each other.we went on beach ,on bars ,cafes etc and she acted so wordly ,in fact i thought she could be a good one night stand with her behaviour .never saw anything weird about her that could lead me to question something, with the peak in the club where we danced together while hugging very passionatly .
i tried to kiss her that night but she kept her distance , i didnt notice any bad on that.anyway, next day we flirt again at the the beach and at night too .
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Thank you for your responses .. when she was in my country for vacation , she seemed like a normal girl and i could say more crazy than a wordly girl.she would flirt with me with sexual implicits etc .. but she would also go to her KH in my country .. isnt that hipocrisy? in our final talks she mentioned that she couldnt stand the guilt of me wanting to have sex and of her that she couldnt have ,inspite the fact that i never mentioned such a thing but she supposed to . she told me that she would make god sad if she have done that .. but it wouldnt make any f**ing sense .. when she kissed me she would regret it afterwards and blame it on drinking wine or other drinkgs , she always told me that she didnt use to do such things and all things were her first time .. i felt like she was trying to ease her concious for that..i dont know..one time she is wordly other time she is psycho.. i want to save her, her family doesnt worth her , they mistreat her , they pressure her and they have her like their servant in house
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Another sad non jw falling for a baptised jw girl story
by spirituk inok ,so this is my story , this jw girl came on vacation in my country as a friend of my girl-cousin who is not a jw but were classmates at uni .
my cousin introduced her to me but she didnt tell me that she was a jw from the very first moment we flirt each other.we went on beach ,on bars ,cafes etc and she acted so wordly ,in fact i thought she could be a good one night stand with her behaviour .never saw anything weird about her that could lead me to question something, with the peak in the club where we danced together while hugging very passionatly .
i tried to kiss her that night but she kept her distance , i didnt notice any bad on that.anyway, next day we flirt again at the the beach and at night too .
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spirituk
I tried my best to ease her guilts and fears and thoughts but it comes to be that this cult was much stronger than me..one reason that i started researching this cult was to understand what was this power that was so strong enough to break this connection between my precious girl and me that we care so much for each other, we cried together , we laughed together , she would put me on her chest to listen her heart after she told me to break up , and she would ask me what her heart was telling me :( i hate her ,shes been through it before but she had done it again now with me .. its a prison to still feel for her , to know that she wants me but she cant be with me .. its madness...its sick but she wont understand it ..i am hopeless..people tell me that if she trully liked me she could be with me and that non jws can marry jws without consequences, didn t i worth the sacrifice ? all i gave her was love..
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Another sad non jw falling for a baptised jw girl story
by spirituk inok ,so this is my story , this jw girl came on vacation in my country as a friend of my girl-cousin who is not a jw but were classmates at uni .
my cousin introduced her to me but she didnt tell me that she was a jw from the very first moment we flirt each other.we went on beach ,on bars ,cafes etc and she acted so wordly ,in fact i thought she could be a good one night stand with her behaviour .never saw anything weird about her that could lead me to question something, with the peak in the club where we danced together while hugging very passionatly .
i tried to kiss her that night but she kept her distance , i didnt notice any bad on that.anyway, next day we flirt again at the the beach and at night too .
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spirituk
what guilts and what pressure did she felt? why would she lie to me that she dont want me anymore , why would she change her mind over one night?
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Another sad non jw falling for a baptised jw girl story
by spirituk inok ,so this is my story , this jw girl came on vacation in my country as a friend of my girl-cousin who is not a jw but were classmates at uni .
my cousin introduced her to me but she didnt tell me that she was a jw from the very first moment we flirt each other.we went on beach ,on bars ,cafes etc and she acted so wordly ,in fact i thought she could be a good one night stand with her behaviour .never saw anything weird about her that could lead me to question something, with the peak in the club where we danced together while hugging very passionatly .
i tried to kiss her that night but she kept her distance , i didnt notice any bad on that.anyway, next day we flirt again at the the beach and at night too .
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spirituk
:'( i like her so much , inspite her insecurities i like her so much and i love her .. she told me that i became obsessed with her but how cant i be when two person like each other so much and the other tells him they cant be together without explanation .. she tells me she cares but she DONT want us to be together and she wants me with a different way in her life , a thing that i think its wrong .. i just want her to explain me about the pressure she feels from the inside and the guilts that are like cancer to her as she told me .she never explained me, she just ran off.. why did she tell me the last day after we were having so good time those days and after our first kiss that i wasnt the man of her life and the man she thought i was from facebook since she already knew me before we chat in facebook .. she never explained it to me even if i begged her to.. by the way ,when she told me all those things that day , i started crying.. and she hugged me very hard that i was chocking and as we were sitting on bed she pulled me and i laid on her and she grabbed me with her legs at my waste .. it didnt make sense after she told me those things to act like that . i took it in a way '' thats what i had to tell you to eliminate my guilts ,but with these actions(hugs,laying on bed with you now) is really how i feel about you ''
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Another sad non jw falling for a baptised jw girl story
by spirituk inok ,so this is my story , this jw girl came on vacation in my country as a friend of my girl-cousin who is not a jw but were classmates at uni .
my cousin introduced her to me but she didnt tell me that she was a jw from the very first moment we flirt each other.we went on beach ,on bars ,cafes etc and she acted so wordly ,in fact i thought she could be a good one night stand with her behaviour .never saw anything weird about her that could lead me to question something, with the peak in the club where we danced together while hugging very passionatly .
i tried to kiss her that night but she kept her distance , i didnt notice any bad on that.anyway, next day we flirt again at the the beach and at night too .
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ok ,so this is my story , this jw girl came on vacation in my country as a friend of my girl-cousin who is not a jw but were classmates at uni . my cousin introduced her to me but she didnt tell me that she was a jw from the very first moment we flirt each other.we went on beach ,on bars ,cafes etc and she acted so wordly ,in fact i thought she could be a good one night stand with her behaviour .never saw anything weird about her that could lead me to question something, with the peak in the club where we danced together while hugging very passionatly . i tried to kiss her that night but she kept her distance , i didnt notice any bad on that.anyway, next day we flirt again at the the beach and at night too . we had a small kiss at the airport where she was crying finding excuses that we could not be together because of the distance and other false reasons ..anyways i kept fighting for her with constant msgs and calls and then we kept a contact from facebook and skype , in the meanwhile my cousin told me that this girl was a jw and therefore i should end it because there wasnt any future.of course i didnt see any reason to end it because i was ignorant of this cult. the jw girl was still flirting with me from chat but she was always keep telling me that she was forbidden to me and that she couldnt enjoy me and staff like that , i was able to calm her down . we were talking over the fb for about 4 months and i got tickets to visit her without asking her . in the meanwhile she was telling me that she wanted to get invincible and that her family put pressure on her at home. when she found about the tickets she went mad and crazy , she then revealed me about her religion that she was a jw and i told her that i knew about it , she agreed for me to go and see her and i was going to stay in a hotel . when i went there the first day she entered the hotel room and she huged me .we talked a little and we went off for theatre.there ,it was her big brother who faded form jws.He questioned me deeply and told me that even for pamela andersson he wouldnt come to another country to see a girl,and that in front of his sister.on the way home he was full of irony for me in front of her and she would say nothing about that.after that we went to the hotel where she told me that she felt like s**t about it. we spent most of the days in the hotel room , laying in bed ,hugging , and kissing ,she wouldnt let me kiss her on lips .one day she told me that before many years she had a relationship with another non jw who loved so much but she left him one morning because she couldnt stand the guilts.,for the record, she baptised at 16 ,she studied at uni ,and got engaged at 21 with a 31 year old jw where he ended it after 2 years of courtship where he mistreated her ,no sex though.. anyways,she was afraid of people seeing us together thats why we didnt go anywhere.at night we would go out at bars outside the city with her non jw girl friend of hers. all the time that we were together she was sooo tender and loving with me that made me think that i was on a good path ,on the last night she kissed me in the car of her friend on the way home,we were kissing for at least 20 minutes on a french kiss. then i went at the hotel and she text me 10 minutes after that she shouldnt kiss me .. the final day in the morning she came in my room one hour before i was going to head to the airport,,i was going to tell her to be together but as soon as she entered the room she told me that we had to talk. suprisingly then she told me that i wasnt the person she thought i was from the facebook, and that my behaviour was different and that she couldnt imagine me as the man of her life,for ever .she told me that the night in the club before three months i was looking very serious and that attracted her , she told me to lead to a different level our relationship..i was shocked ,i thought we were going to be together..and she told me those things..after i came back to my country she told me that she told me those things because i wouldnt understand when she told me about her religion because i told her we could find a solution.. i fought it for a few weeks more but all she was saying was that she cared about me but she didn t want to be with me etc..she told me that she couldnt stand the pressure and the guilts were like cancer to her .. she still says she cares about me , she blocked me on fb and told me that it is for my best but i wouldnt understand it.. i care so much for her and i want her and i love her .. please give me something except for ''run'' and etc .. Thank you, a broken heart