I've wondered this every day. For the past 5 years.
It's mostly about the girl I've been married to for 23 years. She's still a true believer. My version of slow dripping isn't working. Not sure if anything will. She's brought me a lot of happiness in my life. She's beautiful and easy to live with.
2018 will be my transition year. Not sure what's going to happen with the girl I've loved most of my life.