god, all of this is making my stomach turn and my heart ache even more. I am on vacation right now for a week, and i was hoping it would either make us closer or make it easier to break away, but all it is is playing games with my head, i cant sleep, eat, do much of anything because all i think about is him, and how i ruined my life for him, and how i dumped my boyfriend of 3 years for him and this false relationship that i thought was true, and i cant be happy with myself for any decision i have made in the last 7 months, and i wish it would all go away and i could be at peace with myself again, but afraid that it wont happen for a looonnng time.. funny, isnt religion suppose to bring love and joy to the people around you? I am starting to think he is the devil in disguise..
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by butalbee ini'm not really sure if i have the right to spectulate about this or if i'm just being paranoid.
but why does it seem that some of the posts lately are being made by--false prophets??
it seems to be an odd similiarity to some of the posters and it's just been "urking" me lately.
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by butalbee ini'm not really sure if i have the right to spectulate about this or if i'm just being paranoid.
but why does it seem that some of the posts lately are being made by--false prophets??
it seems to be an odd similiarity to some of the posters and it's just been "urking" me lately.
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yeah i am starting to wake up to this reality... what a jerk, you know i thought if you were serious about a faith that meant not to be such a hiprocrite, i just want to smack some sense in him and say he will never be trully utterly honestly in the faith becuase if it were true he would of never stuck his dick in me. Asshole. I always end up with the religious ones.. i feel like they are all trying to save me or something.... haha
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by butalbee ini'm not really sure if i have the right to spectulate about this or if i'm just being paranoid.
but why does it seem that some of the posts lately are being made by--false prophets??
it seems to be an odd similiarity to some of the posters and it's just been "urking" me lately.
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okay i cant find the post that i wanted to respond to, but this will work.. you said you dated a jehovah witness? How long did you guys date? I am only asking because i just started dating one myself and the whole thing is overwhelming.. i have no religious background at all, and i dont know what i am in for. My new boyfriend had an exgirlfriend that he dated for 5 years but then the mysteriously ended, he said she was catholic and they were never going to marry, but i can believe you would commit your self to someone for that long then walk away.. am i doomed? We have been together for 6 months, and i desperately need to talk to someone who knows from experience and it sounds like you had the same thing happen, so please inform me!
it is all driving me nuts...