Hi Buffy, others.... this is my first post here but when I saw the topic I new I should post. I feel exactly the same as you Buffy, ok well maybe not quite exactly but pretty close. I was raised a JW, baptised when I was 16 and left over 6 years ago. As a result I find the *subject* of religion an extremely interesting topic/discussion point as far as historicity goes, but I have *no* desire whatsoever to look into any other religions or to "find god" again. Uh uh.... no thanks :o) It's always kinda depressing to see how spiritual other ex-JWs remain, I thought I must have been one of the only people to just get turned off religion altogether! Anyway, I've read the other replies etc so far and I know some of you will feel the need to "pray" for me, but I'd prefer you didn't... I just wanted to say hi and let Buffy know that she's not alone!
Anyway, take care all and look forward to reading more posts!