CS: Any rational person asks questions. I’ve got plenty of them. But they’re not predicated on God being a “psychopath.”
If one looks at the scriptures with the predicate that God is Just, then God could not harden someone’s heart to cause them harm.
What do you mean, how do I explain it? God has the right to give and take life as He pleases
Honest questioning does not start with having the answer first, then making everything fit your pre-conceived ideas.
In case you missed it, I'll re-post this quote:
"Properly read, the Bible is the most potent force for atheism ever conceived." ― Isaac Asimov
Atheists do not arrive at their conclusions as you do CS, by formulating the answer first, then performing endless mental gymnastics to make it work no matter how illogical (and dishonest) the effort must become; they actually read the Bible (many of them, like me, coming from a fundamentalist Christian background) and arrive at their decision based on evidence. Since you are not an atheist you cannot arrogantly posture as you do that you have them all figured out, no matter how much you believe you can.
As far as your musings about god, the Bible and your wished-for motivations of god, I think Hitchens said it best:
"That which can be asserted without evidence can be dismissed without evidence" - Christopher Hitchens