wellit was not to be i got 2nd place there were only 2 moms competing for the prizes,, which were like gift certificates..to diff storesand such ,,, the station was alternative rock station 101x andthey asked hard dam questions... like who is th lead singer of limp biskit ,, i couldnt think,,, but we both missed the same questions there ,,, but the best part was they asked about my dau email that stated ,, i was in a cult and i said yup for along time ,, jehovahs witness..so all i s not lost.... i got a chance to aposto witness to austin and surrounding areas so guess who is in austin,,, texas,,,, thats miss apostate to you all.....i havent been on for along time cus i have been moving and i have no computer ,,, just using my daughters rite now so stay in touch....shalom(so many newbies here its mind boggling
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wildfire is going to be on a rock radio station with a chance to winBIG !!!
by wildfire inhey gang,, guess who made it to austin, texas,,,, yup its lil ol me ,,, wildfire,,, and my daughter entered a contest on 101x rock station ,, to find the best rocker ,, mom around,, so she writes this email,,, telling how great of a mom i am,raising 5 kids on her own,, andhow she is so happy her mother is out of the cult she has beenin for the last 25 yrs... and she want s to give her mother the best present for mothers day ,,,, sooo she emails it to the radio station,, and we got picked to come in to the radio station 101x tomorrow morning,,, at 7amm yikes... so i get to compete with other rocker moms... andi can win big prizes... how funny hahah so wish me luck====+++++++++... what a blast ,,, hope to hear from some of the oldies around there,, onacruse, xena,,, valis,,,, gary from sdak..... bikerchik,,, i picked out my best rocker out fit hahah .......
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wildfire is going to be on a rock radio station with a chance to winBIG !!!
by wildfire inhey gang,, guess who made it to austin, texas,,,, yup its lil ol me ,,, wildfire,,, and my daughter entered a contest on 101x rock station ,, to find the best rocker ,, mom around,, so she writes this email,,, telling how great of a mom i am,raising 5 kids on her own,, andhow she is so happy her mother is out of the cult she has beenin for the last 25 yrs... and she want s to give her mother the best present for mothers day ,,,, sooo she emails it to the radio station,, and we got picked to come in to the radio station 101x tomorrow morning,,, at 7amm yikes... so i get to compete with other rocker moms... andi can win big prizes... how funny hahah so wish me luck====+++++++++... what a blast ,,, hope to hear from some of the oldies around there,, onacruse, xena,,, valis,,,, gary from sdak..... bikerchik,,, i picked out my best rocker out fit hahah .......
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HEY GANG,, GUESS WHO MADE IT TO AUSTIN, TEXAS,,,, YUP ITS LIL OL ME ,,, WILDFIRE,,, AND MY DAUGHTER ENTERED A CONTEST ON 101X ROCK STATION ,, TO FIND THE BEST ROCKER ,, MOM AROUND,, SO SHE WRITES THIS EMAIL,,, TELLING HOW GREAT OF A MOM I AM,RAISING 5 KIDS ON HER OWN,, ANDHOW SHE IS SO HAPPY HER MOTHER IS OUT OF THE CULT SHE HAS BEENIN FOR THE LAST 25 YRS... AND SHE WANT S TO GIVE HER MOTHER THE BEST PRESENT FOR MOTHERS DAY ,,,, SOOO SHE EMAILS IT TO THE RADIO STATION,, AND WE GOT PICKED TO COME IN TO THE RADIO STATION 101X TOMORROW MORNING,,, AT 7AMM YIKES... SO I GET TO COMPETE WITH OTHER ROCKER MOMS... ANDI CAN WIN BIG PRIZES... HOW FUNNY HAHAH SO WISH ME LUCK====+++++++++... WHAT A BLAST ,,, HOPE TO HEAR FROM SOME OF THE OLDIES AROUND THERE,, ONACRUSE, XENA,,, VALIS,,,, GARY FROM SDAK..... BIKERCHIK,,, I PICKED OUT MY BEST ROCKER OUT FIT HAHAH .......TAKE CARE THIS IS BRENDA J........
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WILDFIRE IS COMING ON DOWN TO TEXAS..... BE ON THE LOOK OUT
by wildfire inhi fellow apostates,,,, ms wildfire is finally on her way to the heart of texas....... austin,,,, and busy getting rid of all my stuff.... so watch out xena,,, valis,,,, big tex,,,, country girl ,, and so many more...... i would love to meet you all....
well its official.... they announced my disassociation from the platform last tues day....the elders were hounding me and i refused to talk to them... so they did what they could to protect the flock.... get rid of lil ol me....after 26 years.... of being a slave to a second rate cult... and pedophile paradise...... free at last ,,, thank god i am free at last....
so wish me well on my journey ,,,and hope to have more time to chat on jwcom..... i have met soo many great people and hope to meet many more..... aposto fest here we come
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hi katie,,, yup its official,,, iam such a big threat to these bozos they couldnt wait until i left the state for good,,, they had to make an example to the rest out of me/// the only sad thing as you know my son... is still there to deal with them,,, but you know what i told him the next time they say ,,, stay away from me.... say tothem "SO WHERE WERE ALL MY BROTHERS WHEN I WAS ROTTING AWAY IN THE STATE PRISON BECAUSE I WAS MENTALLY ILL,,,,,AND CONVICTED OF A BOGUS CRIME...... YOU WERENT THERE,,,, BUT MY MOTHER WAS.....(AND IF I KNOW MY SON HE WILL SAY THAT!!!!!) I SHOULD BE IN TEXAS BY THE END OF THE MONTH.... GETTING REALLL EXCITED ,,, A CHANGE IS JUST WHAT THE DOC ORDERED,,,, GREAT CHATTING WITH YOU ON THE PHONE ,,,, I WOULD LOVE TO MEET YOU AND CRAIG... TAKE CARE AND SHALOM........
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WILDFIRE IS COMING ON DOWN TO TEXAS..... BE ON THE LOOK OUT
by wildfire inhi fellow apostates,,,, ms wildfire is finally on her way to the heart of texas....... austin,,,, and busy getting rid of all my stuff.... so watch out xena,,, valis,,,, big tex,,,, country girl ,, and so many more...... i would love to meet you all....
well its official.... they announced my disassociation from the platform last tues day....the elders were hounding me and i refused to talk to them... so they did what they could to protect the flock.... get rid of lil ol me....after 26 years.... of being a slave to a second rate cult... and pedophile paradise...... free at last ,,, thank god i am free at last....
so wish me well on my journey ,,,and hope to have more time to chat on jwcom..... i have met soo many great people and hope to meet many more..... aposto fest here we come
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hi gang,,,, i am moving from north dakota, and it has been a bitch of a long cold winter.... sooo i am lookin forward to the warm days
i have a daughter and grand kids who live in austin... they say change is good for the soul... so my soul needs a change... has there been an apostofest there recently or one in the works.... i had a great time last july going to POLYESTERS DANCE CLUB IN AUSTIN,,,, with xena and her friend....lets boogie down... sooo any how ,,, just busy with all the last minute things until the big move..... thanks for replying .....take care and hope to see you all .....SHALOM... WILDFIRE
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WILDFIRE IS COMING ON DOWN TO TEXAS..... BE ON THE LOOK OUT
by wildfire inhi fellow apostates,,,, ms wildfire is finally on her way to the heart of texas....... austin,,,, and busy getting rid of all my stuff.... so watch out xena,,, valis,,,, big tex,,,, country girl ,, and so many more...... i would love to meet you all....
well its official.... they announced my disassociation from the platform last tues day....the elders were hounding me and i refused to talk to them... so they did what they could to protect the flock.... get rid of lil ol me....after 26 years.... of being a slave to a second rate cult... and pedophile paradise...... free at last ,,, thank god i am free at last....
so wish me well on my journey ,,,and hope to have more time to chat on jwcom..... i have met soo many great people and hope to meet many more..... aposto fest here we come
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HI FELLOW APOSTATES,,,, MS WILDFIRE IS FINALLY ON HER WAY TO THE HEART OF TEXAS....... AUSTIN,,,, AND BUSY GETTING RID OF ALL MY STUFF.... SO WATCH OUT XENA,,, VALIS,,,, BIG TEX,,,, COUNTRY GIRL ,, AND SO MANY MORE...... I WOULD LOVE TO MEET YOU ALL....
WELL ITS OFFICIAL.... THEY ANNOUNCED MY DISASSOCIATION FROM THE PLATFORM LAST TUES DAY....THE ELDERS WERE HOUNDING ME AND I REFUSED TO TALK TO THEM... SO THEY DID WHAT THEY COULD TO PROTECT THE FLOCK.... GET RID OF LIL OL ME....AFTER 26 YEARS.... OF BEING A SLAVE TO A SECOND RATE CULT... AND PEDOPHILE PARADISE...... FREE AT LAST ,,, THANK GOD I AM FREE AT LAST....
SO WISH ME WELL ON MY JOURNEY ,,,AND HOPE TO HAVE MORE TIME TO CHAT ON JWCOM..... I HAVE MET SOO MANY GREAT PEOPLE AND HOPE TO MEET MANY MORE..... APOSTO FEST HERE WE COME
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But I Wont Cry For Yesterday....
by Pleasuredome ina positive message for those who are feeling down.
after a year of being out of the 'mind prison', things seem to be moving in the right direction for me.
i've met the people and am doing things that will make a real difference in my life.
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HEY FELLOW APOSTATES,
I AM FINALLY ON MY WAY TO AUSTIN ,,, TEXAS...... LEAVING THE FROZEN TUNDRA OF THE NORTH LAND....... I AM IN THE PROCESS OF SELLING ALL MY STUFF AND HEADIN OUT... AROUND THE FIRST OF MAY...... SO TEXAS DUDES...... BE PREPARED FOR WILDFIRE,,,,, I WILL BE STAYING WITH MY DAUGHTER THERE UNTIL I CAN GET A PLACE OF MY OWN..... SO XENA,,, VALIS.... BIG TEX.... AND ALL THE REST OF YOU TEXANS.... HOPE WE CAN GET TOGETHER FOR GOOD TIMES.......JUST A SIDE NOTE..... THEY ANNOUNCED MY DISA SSOCIATION FROM THE PLATFORM LAST TUESDAY... SO NOW ITS OFFICIAL,,,,, I AM FREE,,, FREE AT LAST ,,, THANK GOD I'M FREE AT L AST........ TAKE CARE ..... SHALOM...... UNTIL WE MEET.....
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Looking for attendees of 93/94 DC in Bismark, N.D.
by AuSet inplease post if you attended the dc in bismark, north dakota in 1993 or 1994. .
my sister wrote a note that was read out loud at the last talk of the last day, possibly by the do.
probably my most traumatic experience in the jws.
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HELLO AND WELCOME,,, I LIVE IN MANDAN N DAK AND I HAVE ATTENDED CONVENTIONS IN BISMARCK ... I HAVE BEEN IN ACTIVE SINCE 2002 SO I DIDNT GOTO LAST ASSEMBLY; I WAS MARRIED TO A SIOUX INDIAN FROM SDAK FOR 10 YRS WHO CLAIMED TO BE ONE OF THE ANNOINTED
AND WAS THAT A TRIPAND NOT A VERY GOOD ONE,,, IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO PM ME SO WE COULD CHAT OR TALK ON THE PHONE IT WOULD BE GREAT.... sorry dont mean to type in caps... but i was so surprised to see this post.. did you live in ndak or surrounding areas, as i noticed an old post that said you went to a POW WOW,, ,, I too have gone to the ones in bismarck at the UNITED TRIBES TECH SCHOOLS POW WOW IN SEPT.... they are great ,,,, I have 5 kids and my youngest is 18 and living in st paul minn. and she is a witness,,, but she doesnt shun me ( along story ) so please contact me if you would like..... SHALOM AND TAKE CARE...WILDFIRE HERE......
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A flood of emotions
by onacruse inthis has been a very hard month for me.. 18th anniversary of my brother's death;.
meeting (after a 15-year hiatus) a long-time jw friend, in dire straights, and lots of deep-seated triggers being pulled in the course our conversation;.
my closest, and longest (30-year and running) "worldly" .
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dear craig,,, you have been an anchor for me,, as you know all the crazy stuff i have been going thru and continue to go thru,,
my oldest brother committed suicide 21 yrs ago and left a scar on my heart that is still there...
i would really love to meet you and katie in person.. you sound like salt of the earth types to me...i am still on my journey to austin, tx.so who know s our paths may cross,,,
i read margaret singers book on cults , a menace in our times and it set alot of things straight in my mind ( hey thank god i have a mind left after all i have been thru ,,28 yrs in the borg) so dear friend... know you are being thought of... with love and kindness.call me sometime..... you have some great wisdom to impart with all you have been thru... remember what doesnt kill yu makes yu stronger,,,love and peace wildfire
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I was sent to the mental ward. Why?
by ColdRedRain ina few months ago, i was sent to the mental ward.
well, this is how it happened.
my mom started barking at me for quitting my last job, even though she knew at my last job, i had to go to the psych unit for lockup because i broke down on the job and i couldn't keep it.
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COLD RED RAIN,,,, MY HEART JUST ACHES FOR YOU.... FOR I HAVE BEEN WHERE YOU ARE RIGHT NOW ,,,, I HAVE BEEN IN AND OUT OF PSYCHE WARDS,, DEPRESSION,,, POST --TRAUMATIC STRESS.... IN A 10 YR RELATIONSHIP WITH A SOCIOPATH WHO CLAIMED TO BE OF THE ANNOINTED.....AND NOW I HAVE A SON (23) WHO WAS DIAGNOSED WITH SCHIZOPHRENIA AND I HAVE TO DEAL WITH THAT ON A DAILY BASIS.... THIS BOARD WAS MY SALVATION... THE FRIENDS I HAVE MET HERE.. AND COMPARED MY LIFE TO THEIRS... MANY OF US CAN RELATE TO YOUR SITUATION ,,,,, COMING OUT OF A HIGH --CONTROL CULT IS NOT EASY.... BUT WITH ALITTLE HELP FROM YOUR FRIENDS ( AS THE BEATLES WOULD SING) ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE.... PLEASE PM ME AND I WILL GIVE YOU MY PHONE NUMBER IF YOU JUST WANT TO TALK ,,,,, P S.. I LIVE CLOSE TO YOUR STATE..... AND I AM TRYING TO MOVE TO A SUNNIER AND WARMER PLACE.... THATS MY PRESCRIPTION..... WINTER AND THE GRAY DAYS JUST SUCKLOVE YA ,,,, STAY STRONG ,,, WE ARE ALL PULLING FOR YA SHALOM ,,,,, WILD FIRE
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Have any of you out of curiosity ever gone back to a KH?
by Waymores Ghost ini live really close to one in a town that i just moved to...thought it might be interesting to go and see what kind of horseshit the local dubs are getting these days, what the general mood is, etc.
i haven't set foot inside one for almost 30 yrs.
and wonder if i would notice any changes in witlessville.. wg
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WELL LETS SEE GOING BACK TO A KINGDUMB HALL IS THE EQUIVELENT OF CUTTING OFF MY ARM,,,,SO SINCE IAM ALLERGIC TO PAIN... I WILL BEG OFF,,,, BUT DO YOU WANT TO KNOW SOMETHING REALLY GREAT ,,, I HAVE A MALE FRIEND OF MINE WHO PLAYS GUITAR IN A CHURCH BAND... SO HE KEPT ASKING ME TO GO AND HEAR HIS BAND ,,,,, I WAS SOOOOO IMPRESSED ,,,, THAT I STARTED SINGING ALONG WITH THE SONGS.....(KIND OF LIKE CHRISTIAN ROCK,,, ) AND THIS LADY NEXT TO ME WAS LIKE HOLDING MY HAND .... IT WAS AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU KNOW THE KINGDUMB HALL SHOULD TAKE POINTERS FROM THIS ,, AND LIVEN IT UP A BIT WITH A ROCK BAND,,,.... EVERYONE WAS SOOO FRIENDLY AND LOVING ,,, EVEN THO I WAS A STRANGER....I EVEN SHOOK THE PRIESTS HAND ,,, AND SAID I REALLY ENJOYED IT,, HE INVITED ME BACK (NO WONDER THEIR CHURCH IS FULL AND THE KINGDUMB HALL IS LIKE A FUNERAL PARLOR)
HAHAHH JUST MY TWO CENTS WORTH TODAY LOVE YA ALL