jhine, that's OLD OLD NEWS
I want to know what vinman meant in the OP
my wife and sons don't know how far i have gone in withdrawing from the organization in my heart.
i've been faking family worship.
i got angry and almost showed it while watching the march tv.org.
jhine, that's OLD OLD NEWS
I want to know what vinman meant in the OP
Because it's a high-control, authoritarian cult and I no longer wanted to be part of the hypocrisy and lies.
I am so much happier now that I can life my own life and pursue what is real.
my wife and sons don't know how far i have gone in withdrawing from the organization in my heart.
i've been faking family worship.
i got angry and almost showed it while watching the march tv.org.
vinman, Sorry to hear what you're going through. Everyone here has been through the emotional pain and confusion of discovering this religion is not what it claims.
That being said, what are you talking about when you refer to "worshipping Jesus"?
as someone brought up as a jw and been an elder and been disfellowshipped (twice!!!
) i find it difficult to understand why ex jws have to attack the religion, yes religion, not cult or sect.
i am no longer disfellowshipped just do not want to practice anymore.
For myself, I am angry that I was lied to and deceived by hypocrites that enforce policies that are harmful to the very people they claim to love and protect.
They have done this to millions of people.
I think that's a pretty good reason to attack something.
i am most curious.
You can't return to something you never "left"- it was all my JW friends and family that left me. They are the ones that should "return" to me.
Also, you can't return to something that no longer exists - the current JW religion is not the one I joined in the '80s.
it appears that a new 16-page brochure, with the title "return to jehovah" is to be released at the regional convention (dc) this year.
it would be written specifically for those faded or da/df.chapters are:a letter from the governing body1.
the lost one i will search for2.
Morpheus: Of course that brochure isnt really written for the inactive. Its written, like all things, for the sole consumption of the faithful.
I totally agree. This is damage control meant to reinforce the loyalty of those that remain. Keep telling them that people only leave for illegitimate reasons: sin, weakness, corruption, immorality, demon-possession.
Keep up the illusion that the GB members really care about those that left. Maintain the facade that elders are actively trying to "save lost sheep."
It's all bullshit for in-house consumption.
Once I was DF'd for 4 years and only once did an elder make any attempt to reach out to me. This was at a time I lived within walking distance (and I mean 1 city block) of the COBE of the congregation where I was DF'd.
It's just more propaganda from the WTBTS.
Let's review: It's a cult!
even as an atheist i consider myself spiritual, always have, metaphysics and spiritual discussions about enlightenment and so on i find interesting, even if belief in a yhwh is not in me.
i want to propose this simple definition of the word "spiritual" among jehovah's witnesses.. spiritual = indoctrination or indoctrinated.
i have been told how i'm "just not a spiritual man".
today was the first time i've seen a bro wearing a jw.
org lapel pin, actually much, much larger than an actual lapel pin.
square shaped, the background was olive green but the letters were white in bold letters.
What kitschy tchotchke crap!
This "religion" has really become a joke.
i have been searching for this for ages.
it just seemed to have fallen off the net or was down in south africa - couldn't find links or anything.
was really weird.. the site looks clean, i miss the old site however.
Louise,
I'm glad you're doing well "on all fronts."
I'm sorry, it's her loss. And she won't even have Jehovah to repay her.
Welcome back,
Oubliette
i knew it could happen one day...yet i was so careful..... sitting at the sound cabinet, i had our awesome forum open on my tablet, and didn't see the microphone brother looking over at me...... he wandered over and asked me "whats that site?".
i quickly responded "oh, i googled to get to our jw.org site, and this must have popped up" while quickly closing it.... he didn't look too fussed, but my heart was beating..... he is pretty chilled out and certainly not an "uber-dub"...but this was a wake up call to be more careful...i am fading fast, but don't want anymore attention from the nazi-elders while doing so!.
be careful all!
njs: will bet in the near future all KH with a router will add a list of sites not allowed to access. Or maybe even only allow a specified few. Anyone with me on this bet?
More likely they'll write some code to flag "apostate" websites. The GB would rather catch "bad guys" than prevent "crimes."
njs: Stuck, are you using the KH wifi? If so stop immediately.
Better yet, STOP GOING TO MEETINGS!