Dear Snoozy,
My heart is aching for you. How can those of us who have not experienced your pain ever understand .
I am torn between wanting to die first so that I don't have the agony of your situation, and the wish to be able to be there for my beloved and look after him to the end (he is over 70, but not sick).
Your husband was certainly blessed to have your love and caring for all your marriage and particularly at the end.
Our prayers are with you,
yesidid