yeah,they dont like her At ALL..but she is really cool..i mean not everyone is perfect...they tell me they are gonna help me with my problems and loneliness,but they cant help because i cant explain to them what im going thru,u know about the relgion and stuff like that,plus all my so called friends abandon me...i got rage AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.IM MAD TOOOO~
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I Need to Get out!!!
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hello everyone,i know this might be the stupidest post i wrote but here it goes....... i have a friend( my only friend) that lives in louisana not too far away from me,she used to live here before than she moved to texas,now shes back here,and we have been best friends for awhile now,well she is worldy and i know my parents would never let me go spend the weekend with her,which is very unfair cause im like a hermit and im deprived of the outside world...lol im sorry i dont like to complain too people too much.well i dunno how im going to go see her,if i had a car it would be alot easier,where would i say i was going for a weekend?how would i be able to trick them?,lol,i know this is a retarded post,but if any wants to write back,plz,,,,help me,hehe
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((((((((((((Viv))))))))))) i know i dont have the most serious problem/or/promblems,but it feels like nothing will get better.i dont have no friends,and i feel disconnected from everyone..i always come so close too from telling my mom what happened that nite,but something just something holds me back all the time..anywaays, love ya,*big Hug*laura
Edited by - Shytears on 15 December 2002 4:11:22
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i guess im just a lil depressed:(
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Edited by - Shytears on 15 December 2002 3:17:0
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I Need to Get out!!!
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hello everyone,i know this might be the stupidest post i wrote but here it goes....... i have a friend( my only friend) that lives in louisana not too far away from me,she used to live here before than she moved to texas,now shes back here,and we have been best friends for awhile now,well she is worldy and i know my parents would never let me go spend the weekend with her,which is very unfair cause im like a hermit and im deprived of the outside world...lol im sorry i dont like to complain too people too much.well i dunno how im going to go see her,if i had a car it would be alot easier,where would i say i was going for a weekend?how would i be able to trick them?,lol,i know this is a retarded post,but if any wants to write back,plz,,,,help me,hehe
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Hello everyone,i know this might be the stupidest post i wrote but here it goes......
i have a friend( my only friend) that lives in louisana not too far away from me,she used to live here before than she moved to texas,now shes back here,and we have been best friends for awhile now,well she is worldy and i know my parents would never let me go spend the weekend with her,which is very unfair cause im like a hermit and im deprived of the outside world...lol im sorry i dont like to complain too people too much.well i dunno how im going to go see her,if i had a car it would be alot easier,where would i say i was going for a weekend?how would i be able to trick them?,lol,i know this is a retarded post,but if any wants to write back,plz,,,,help me,hehe
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A quote that made me LMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!
by Jesika ini was sent an email and this was one of the lines in it.
i couldn't help but laugh!!!!!!!!!
!one thing i do know for certain, going to church doesn't make you a christian anymore than going to mcdonalds makes you a hamburger.
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Lol!!!!
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Edited by - Shytears on 11 December 2002 15:28:43
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Viv it's very pretty......u and your friends did a good job decorating it,hehe,(i want a christms tree,lol)
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Warm Feelings
by Shytears ineveryone thank you sooo much,im very happy and blessed to have people like you that are my friends,i appreciatte the advice alot,and the caring, loving and warm feeling i get from each and everyone of you!!!
i love u all ((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))).
laura
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Everyone thank you sooo much,im very happy and blessed to have people like you that are my friends,i appreciatte the advice alot,and the caring, loving and warm feeling i get from each and everyone of you!!! I love u all ((((((((((((((Hugs))))))))))))
Laura
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how i have been doing.......
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hey everyone!just wanted to say im doing alittle better..i still didnt say nothing to the elders or my parents about what happened that night,i think i never will,doesnt bother me like i thought it would.i never talked to the guy since,and i really dont care if he doesnt talk to me...i think he tried to call once but i wasnt home,oh well.im moving on.... one thing that irritates me,i ask my parents questions on wts this and that,its always the same crap,jehovah will take care of it..blah blah blah...umm no i dont think he will.he never took care of anything with me,i always did it myself...i also asked them about the witnesses getting molested and abused,and they said just because one person may have done that doesnt mean its the whole org,and they say the person turned away from jehovah....i disagree,i think its a problem with the whole org,they try to hide stuff and cover it up...its just sick,very sick.also they are so judgemental,its sad..sometimes i wish i could tape what they say and play it back to them,to see how they react to themself.i still love them but sometimes i think the wts messed their head up.... also i went to the meeting last night,((gag))same old stuff,people shun me and im not even da or df,i didnt feel like going but i made myself because i knew my mom was gonna put this guilt trip on me,so i didnt feel like arguing with her..all those people are so mean,so unloving,i hate going over there,i think ill pretend im sick or something next time,lol,bye!!
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Thanks mum..alot!!!that is the sweetest thing i have heard in a very long time,its true i rather not make any problems for them,i guess im the kind of person that puts myself before others sometimes...that can be good or bad...but thanks all of you,i Love u all *smile* ((((((((((((((Hugs)))))))))))))