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  Being interviewed by police tomorrow

  by moley in

  1. watchtower
  2. child-abuse

  well tomorrow is a big day for me.

  i'm finally going to be interviewed by the police about what happened to me as a kid.. im running the whole gamut of emotions at the moment.

  sad, anxious, angry, guilt, fear and many more that cannot be quantified.. i feel physically sick, cannot sleep, have lost my appetite and i am desperately trying not to self harm.. i've got my sister to thank for getting this far.

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  moley

  Well tomorrow is a big day for me. I'm finally going to be interviewed by the police about what happened to me as a kid.

  Im running the whole gamut of emotions at the moment. Sad, anxious, angry, guilt, fear and many more that cannot be quantified.

  I feel physically sick, cannot sleep, have lost my appetite and I am desperately trying not to self harm.

  I've got my sister to thank for getting this far. She's got a strength and determination that I don't have, she's gunning for these c$$ts. I hope I can find the same strength my sister has.
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  Did you like hymns as a jw?

  by jean-luc picard in

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  2. friends

  i was just explaining to mrs picard........ never a jw, and not english, how we used to celebrate the harvest festival, when i was 7 and younger, before my parents converted to jw'ism.. i loved to sing "we plough the fields and scatter".

  of course, singing such hymns is, to a jw, paramount to apostasy,with the death penalty like punishment the ensued.. how really stupid their harsh rules.. did you have any favourite hymns?.

  i think we would all agree, that they beat the pants off the "kingdom melodies".

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  moley

  Always been partial to Abide with me. Nice tune
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  Japan beats South Africa in the World Cup rugby

  by joe134cd in

  1. watchtower
  2. scandals

  i just want to congratulate any japanese apostates in their win over south africa.

  have to say it was a bit of a wtf moment for me.

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  Absolutely brilliant game
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  Reflecting on my Disfellowshipping

  by kairos in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  today is the day.. i was baptized as one of jehovah's witnesses on march 25th 1989.disfellowshipped for admitted apostasy today, september 10th 2015.. what an amazing story we all share.

  how did we get involved with this group and think this was the best way of life?.

  i asked my wife to stay home from the meeting tonight and spend the evening with me.she is.... we celebrated our 19th wedding anniversary this past monday.. i must admit, i never saw any of this coming, but it couldn't have come sooner.i'm free of all the fake friendships.

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  Wow, you can remember the day you got baptised. I can't remember the year
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  JW logo and symbolism

  by Illuminated in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

  there's a recent thread regarding the jw indoctrination expressed on the net, particularly instagram.

  from an outsider looking in, i noticed this when looking through jw instagram profiles.

  it came off super cult-ish and robotic along with similar wording used as though everyone, male or female, is a stepford wife (watch the movie for those who haven't seen it).

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  Damn, that songs in my head. I feel the need to YouTube the video
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  What does your baptism mean to you now?

  by GiftsinMen in

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  2. beliefs

  i was baptised on 1st sept 1990, 25years ago today.

  it is still a date with deep meaning for me.

  i never dedicated my life to serving any man or any organisation, this was my choice - as a grown adult - to serve my god through jesus christ.

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  Back then, not much. Now zero
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  ex-jw-uk

  by bigmac in

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  2. friends

  i'm quite new to this site, & have realised some members have a union jack symbol under their avatar.

  i don't.. could we have a "show of hands" from any uk members?

  i've already found several by reading older posts..

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  moley

  Plymouth
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  Help needed

  by moley in

  1. watchtower
  2. child-abuse

  as many of you on here will know, my sister and myself (along with others we know) were abused by a ms. .

  my first memory as a child was of abuse and i've had and still am suffering from the affects due to mental health problems.

  the abuser is now dead, but he was jailed for abuse of his own son previously so that nest of vipers will have known he was an abuser.

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  I live in the UK
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  Help needed

  by moley in

  1. watchtower
  2. child-abuse

  as many of you on here will know, my sister and myself (along with others we know) were abused by a ms. .

  my first memory as a child was of abuse and i've had and still am suffering from the affects due to mental health problems.

  the abuser is now dead, but he was jailed for abuse of his own son previously so that nest of vipers will have known he was an abuser.

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  moley

  As many of you on here will know, my sister and myself (along with others we know) were abused by a Ms.

  My first memory as a child was of abuse and I've had and still am suffering from the affects due to mental health problems. The abuser is now dead, but he was jailed for abuse of his own son previously so that nest of vipers will have known he was an abuser. I was often made to stay with this man for weekends and during school holidays where I would be abused daily and taken to public toilets by him so others could abuse me while he watched.

  The reason for this post is that myself and my sister wish to hold the WTBS to account and finally have our voices heard. but am not sure how to proceed and also the cost of legal action, as I am not able to work due to my MH problems.

  If anyone knows of how to proceed or those who would be able to help please let me know

  Moley
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  Thank you jwn

  by moley in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  it was recently that i found out that my dad was a paedophile while reading a post on this site (shocker to say the least), but out of something so awful a good thing has occurred.

  some on here will know my backstory about how my loving jw parents disowned, but i digress.

  thanks to that post i am now in contact with my sister who unbeknown to me is a member of this site and saw my response on the thread about my dad.

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  moley

  It was recently that I found out that my dad was a paedophile while reading a post on this site (shocker to say the least), but out of something so awful a good thing has occurred.

  Some on here will know my backstory about how my loving JW parents disowned, but I digress.

  Thanks to that post I am now in contact with my sister who unbeknown to me is a member of this site and saw my response on the thread about my dad. After all these years with no family contact my sister reached out to me. She had been lied to by my parents about me, but now we are putting the past behind us and are working on repairing our relationship and hopefully creating a family bond.

  Out of something so disgusting a small glimmer of hope and thanks to JWN I now have my sister back.