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  by Aztec in

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  i felt wrong being away from here, so, i came back.

  i still don't want to be an ex jw and i agree with what ray said..... ona told me a few good things tonight.

  he said noone would hate me for coming back.

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  Aztec

  I saw it NWS! Thanks!

  *still angry*

  ~Az
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  by Aztec in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i felt wrong being away from here, so, i came back.

  i still don't want to be an ex jw and i agree with what ray said..... ona told me a few good things tonight.

  he said noone would hate me for coming back.

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  Aztec

  Im so angry and have so much rage in me! I don't know why! I just want to beat people up for no reason!

  Argh!

  ~Az

  I'm glad Eminem says the things I wish I could!
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  by Aztec in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i felt wrong being away from here, so, i came back.

  i still don't want to be an ex jw and i agree with what ray said..... ona told me a few good things tonight.

  he said noone would hate me for coming back.

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  Aztec

  Yeah NWS! I feel the same way!

  ~Az
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  by Aztec in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i felt wrong being away from here, so, i came back.

  i still don't want to be an ex jw and i agree with what ray said..... ona told me a few good things tonight.

  he said noone would hate me for coming back.

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  Aztec

  I hate this rage that comes over me! I have so much anger in me! (for what I don't know) I'm just so angry about so many things!

  I guess that is why I let me son go away...so he could be away!

  Noone knows how much anger and frustration I still have! This is why I left...cause noone should see this side of me! I'm angry about everything!

  ~Az
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  by Aztec in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i felt wrong being away from here, so, i came back.

  i still don't want to be an ex jw and i agree with what ray said..... ona told me a few good things tonight.

  he said noone would hate me for coming back.

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  Aztec

  Hey NWS! I've thought that noone understood how I felt! Em grew up in the same neighbohood as I did though!

  No love at home with your kinfolk
  And the world just keep f*ckin with your mental
  And all these kids makin fun of your trenchcoat

  I don't know why I'm so angry! Maybe cause noone understands what I've lived through!

  The most meanest emcee on this - on this earth
  Cause since birth I've been cursed with this curse to just cursed
  And just blurt this bezerk and bizarre shit that works
  And it sells and it helps in its self
  To relieve all this tension dispensing me
  Sentence is getting it, stress has been eating me recently
  All through this chest and I rest to get peacefully
  But at least have the decency in you to leave me alone
  When you freaks see me out in the streets when I'm eating or feedin' my daughter
  To not come and speak to me
  I don't know you and no I don't owe you a motherfuckin thing
  I'm not Mr. NSYNC and I'm not what your friends think
  I'm not Mr. Friendly
  I can be a prick, if you tip me my tank is on empty
  No patience is in me and if you offend me I'm lifting you ten feet
  In the air, I don't care who was there and who saw me just jaw you
  Go call you a lawyer file you a lawsuit
  I'll smile in the courtroom and buy you a wardrobe
  I'm tired of arguing - I don't mean to mean but it's all I can be
  It's just me

  I've just got so much anger in me right now! Not pretty and not good!

  Noone has any idea how much! I keep this shit to myself most of the time! But. I'm so angry!

  ~Az
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  by Aztec in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i felt wrong being away from here, so, i came back.

  i still don't want to be an ex jw and i agree with what ray said..... ona told me a few good things tonight.

  he said noone would hate me for coming back.

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  Aztec

  I'm still very angry about so many things!

  ~Az
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  by Aztec in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i felt wrong being away from here, so, i came back.

  i still don't want to be an ex jw and i agree with what ray said..... ona told me a few good things tonight.

  he said noone would hate me for coming back.

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  Aztec

  This is how I feel:

  A lot of people ask me stupid f*~ckin' questions
  A lot of people think that what I say on record
  Or what I talk about on a record
  That I actually do in real life, or that I believe in it
  Or if I say that I wanna kill somebody, that
  I'm actually gonna do it, or that I believe in it
  Well shit, if you believe that, then I'll kill you
  You know why?
  
  Cuz I'm a criminal
  Criminal
  (You goddamn right)
  I'm a criminal
  Yeah, I'm a criminal
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  by Aztec in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i felt wrong being away from here, so, i came back.

  i still don't want to be an ex jw and i agree with what ray said..... ona told me a few good things tonight.

  he said noone would hate me for coming back.

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  Aztec

  (((Viva)))

  I know how you feel! Unfortunately! Take care love!

  ~Az
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  by Aztec in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i felt wrong being away from here, so, i came back.

  i still don't want to be an ex jw and i agree with what ray said..... ona told me a few good things tonight.

  he said noone would hate me for coming back.

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  Aztec

  I love you too Xena!

  <---needs to go to bed!

  ~Az
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  BTW

  by Aztec in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i felt wrong being away from here, so, i came back.

  i still don't want to be an ex jw and i agree with what ray said..... ona told me a few good things tonight.

  he said noone would hate me for coming back.

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  Aztec

  Sorry (((Sens)))

  Scuze me...

  ~Aztec