@brokethechain: you and I have had a very similar experience. I also pioneered the month after high school graduation and continued for the next 20. When I stopped I felt not only guilty but deficient. Even during those years Iwas pioneering I felt guilty for not doing a better job.
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Did you feel guilty for not pioneering?
by brokethechain ini started pioneering the month i finished high school, and never stopped until i awakened, 17 years later.
it seems like the entire time, there was so much emphasis on pioneering.
every field service meeting seemed to have a part that communicated the message that jehovah would zap us at the big a. or people would die because of us if we didn't have extenuating circumstances (i always translated as bad health or kids, but even then, there were always "examples" of the mom with 5 kids that was pioneering).
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Found an interesting site
by wannaexit inhi haven't had much time to analize this site.
there are a number of topics on jws.
http://www.project-reason.org.
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wannaexit
Thanks Dazed , for hyperlinking it for me.
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The WTBT$ summed up in one sentence!!
by DATA-DOG in.
it's a travesty of a mockery of a sham of a mockery of a travesty of two mockeries of a sham.. .
dd .
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wannaexit
"Religion is a racket and a snare".... right out of watchtowers' mouth
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Found an interesting site
by wannaexit inhi haven't had much time to analize this site.
there are a number of topics on jws.
http://www.project-reason.org.
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wannaexit
Hi haven't had much time to analize this site. There are a number of topics on JWs
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Bible Character Cards on jw.org??
by Scully ini'm not joking.
this is in the family/children section on jw.org - mary - joshua - daniel - ruth - and more!.
i'm lmao that these are so similar to hockey cards or baseball cards that my siblings and i used to get in trouble for collecting when we were kids.
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wannaexit
sheesh
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CANADA: Sawdon Estate v. Watch Tower Bible and Tract Society of Canada (July 2012)
by jwleaks insawdon estate v. watch tower bible and tract society of canada.
court judgment can be downloaded from the jw leaks web site:.
http://jwleaks.wordpress.com/canada/.
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wannaexit
Thanks for bringing this to our attention.
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Lets get real and heal, and give some space to those that are trying to do both
by AllTimeJeff ini didn't mean being real and trying to heal to rhyme, but essentially, that's why people come here.
and depending on where we are, we need space.
when you leave, one thing you will learn, quickly or otherwise, is what is reality.
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F&DS New Light Official JW Statement
by konceptual99 inthe new light (tm) is on jw.org.
not had time to digest it but it's looking pretty much whathas been divulged already.
looking forward to seeing the responses from the forum and the brothers and sisters now it's in the open.
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wannaexit
Welcome the new and improved watchtower papacy.
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It is OFFICIAL they want MORE MONEY : NEW ANNOUNCEMENT!!!
by raymond frantz ini just came back from the meeting .although the local announcements have been abolished recently as an item for the second part , an elder came on the platform to announce that the society needs more money and there is a letter on the noticeboard for all the congragation to read to this effect.
although the announcement was read half heartedly (this elder's daughter is an apostate ,it looks like he knows what's going on) the implictions are dramatic .
the society in brief,requests any brother or sister with funds sitting on personal accounts to loan them to the society ,he didn't go into any specifics but i will take a picture of the letter next time and make it available here .. i'm not amazed that they're asking for money ,i thought it will happen sooner or later .what i'm amazed is that 99% of the congragation are oblivious to the financial crisis that the society finds itself these days and the reasons why .i can see the future now .the watchtower will be the fist part of the babylon the great to go down in a blaze of scandals and financial troubles !.
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wannaexit
They can scream and demand all they want but the waters are drying up. The generation that gave the most financially is dwindling. The new generation doesn't have any extra disposible cash to give to the society.
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Greetings! From an Existent JW!
by Ethos ini'd like extend a greeting to all members of jwn.
i've been a lurking by-stander of this forum for approximately 6 months.
i think this forum's best moments can be attributed to the involvement of actual jw's in doctrinaire discussions and to heated (though not always dialectic) debates.
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wannaexit
Nice to meet you Ethos.
I an intrigued by your comments and look forward to your thoughts. I do feel As Loubelle that after much reading, there is no need to prove anything, unless of course you are trying to prove something to yourself.
As to suggestions for what you should read---Start with The faithful and discreet slave. Enter the term in the search engine and start reading. You will be amazed at the wealth of information from educated members of this board.
I do want to commend you for bucking the organizational trend and coming to place such as JWD.