I was thinking about this today Min, and yes, I do feel that I've been screwed up because I've been a JW for over 30 years.
I feel cheated to be honest, lost out on many opportunties that I could have had if I was never a JW.
And now I'm in my 30s, I feel like a late bloomer, having to learn everything that people already know.
For those of us unlucky to be born into "the truth", there are days when I wish I could go back, not for the boring meetings, but because I had a sense of belonging, now I have nothing, some would say well you're a free agent now, and I am, but I feel like I have freedom without friends.