I grew up as a JW with the teaching of the ransom sacrifice.
I never really understood, how and why a ransom must be paid back to an allmighty god.
Why is there a need for an unimaginably cruel human sacrifice (Jesus) just because Adam and Eve (who probably didn't even live) were a bit rebellious and ate from the wrong fruit?
Is it not a cruel god, to bring death and suffering to billions of humans just because 2 humans were a bit rebellious?
What does it tell about god, that he needed another being to be tortured to a human death just to get this so called ransom?
For me, the ransom doctrine makes god a cruel monster, being in need of human sacrifice.
I believe that Jesus lived and that his teachings are a good influence for mankind, but I can't believe in this picture of god that the ransom doctrine paints.
My view of god is completely different.
Probably this doesn't make me a christian, as a christian should believe in the ransom, i guess.