Wow... thanks for your descriptions. Glad that I will not attend.
Did they show the "ice cream" video or is it just a release to watch for kids at home?
having endured three days of dashing attempts at further indoctrination, i feel the need to write up some of the stuff i left with.
it is just good therapy.. right away the change was noticeable in the air.
the assembly hall in la feria, tx still smells like new.
Wow... thanks for your descriptions. Glad that I will not attend.
Did they show the "ice cream" video or is it just a release to watch for kids at home?
i was considering getting another copy of one of ray's books and was shocked about the market value.
is ray's book worth $1,000?
perhaps, but it is a bit shocking.
In German you can buy it for Eur 21.00 and Eur 48.00.
It is still produced by a group who want to help cult victims.
yep, the cult fest is upon us....3 days of my life i will not get back....ughhhhhhhh.
and my wife has been slipping in to cult mode the last 2 days.....you know the look.
almost like a glazed over look with a side of guilt and a side of narrow mindedness.
I think of you. All the best.
Could you try to record the saturday afternoon " shunning interview?"
my wife and i are planning on taking a year off and taking a jeep and a camper through all the 48 contiguous states and alaska and some of canada.. living in florida, i have always had guns and a concealed carry permit.
but researching for our upcoming retirement vacation, it seems to me that i might not be able to legally carry firearms on my upcoming expedition.. it seems every state has different laws and licenses.
what does a camper from florida do when he goes to new york or california?
I know that after the last shooting in a church in charlston, there were media reports which stated that swiss love their arms and many have a gun.
That's just false.
All soldiers can keep their military rifle at home (without ammunition). Even that creates controversy.
True is that we have low criminality. Contributing to that is that in general swiss don't have and use arms at home even though the law is maybe not so strict.
If I let for example my little boy play with a toy gun, most parents on the playground would be mad at me.
my wife and i are planning on taking a year off and taking a jeep and a camper through all the 48 contiguous states and alaska and some of canada.. living in florida, i have always had guns and a concealed carry permit.
but researching for our upcoming retirement vacation, it seems to me that i might not be able to legally carry firearms on my upcoming expedition.. it seems every state has different laws and licenses.
what does a camper from florida do when he goes to new york or california?
I am happy for you, that you can do such a great trip.
But why the heck do you need a firearm? For protection from what? Mean grizzly bears, hungry wolves or monster squirrels who want to eat you alive? Psychopathic murderers or desperate housewives chasing you on the campground?
Leave your gun at home and enjoy nature, wildlife and great people without a paranoid fear or need of protecting yourself with a gun.
And by the way, a gun is no protection at all, it is even a greater risk of getting hurt or hurting someone else.
I travelled the whole world and did so by camping too (especially us and canada). I never felt unsafe.
As a swiss citizen like most of my countrymen I don't understand anyway that many americans are so obsessed with their weapons. And then I hear again news reports of toddlers shooting themselves or their mummy because they played with a gun.
Anyway, all the best for your trip.
would intravenous insertion of milk into a human be wrong?
Berrygerry
I sent a letter with some questions and inconsistencies to the gernan Bethel about 3 years ago
would intravenous insertion of milk into a human be wrong?
I asked Bethel that question about 3 years ago.
They still work on the answer.
so that other thread was fun but now i need some help with something.
i was born in the truth most of my family is in.
although they aren't outwardly super spiritual i doubt any of them would ever leave.
As others said there is no easy way that they won't realize. No matter what you do, it will be discussed with the co, written to the branch etc.
But know for sure. The whole ms or publisher thing is not compulsory. It is your free time and labor you spend as a ms or as a publisher. You could just tell them "enough", stepping back without even giving a reason. They would many times ask you why / the co would ask you why. They would maybe assume that you have a hidden sin. But you don't owe them an explanation. It is all voluntary.
I was in a similar situation as you are. I never wanted to be a ms or elder, but I couldn't say no, so finally became an elder.
After 2 years being an elder I came to a point where my conscience couldn't bear it longer. I called the cobe and said I am resigning. I wrote him a letter and stated I had too many doubts about the bible being inspired of god, genocide and infanticide committed in gods name, don't agree with shunning of df / da ones. After a talk with the co I was free. Such a wonderful thing. The first step. I was a normal publisher. Brothers wondered what happened but i didn't care about the gossip. The elders said they respect my decision and it is better to step back than to fake it. They wanted to help me with my doubts. But they didn't have time to meet with me the next 2 years. I learned more ttatt and my doubts became certainties. My uberdub wife separated and the elders were back in my life. I had hours and hours of discussions; and I was clear to them that I don't agree with most of the doctrines especially the blood thing. I was surprised they let me fade. I went to less and less meetings and completely faded.
In the end when not attending anymore, most of my jw friends don't contact me anymore. So I am starting new friendships which takes time and is not easy.
Bit i can tell you. It's worth all the hardships and also sad things to be free. I feel great being able to live according to my conscience.
I wish you all the best in you personal path to your freedom.
well my mom asked me if i would be attending the district assembly that is taking place this weekend with them.
i gave her a firm "no", she gave a look of total surprise.
probably because in the past i would say, maybe or if i can and would sometimes show up for half a day.