Yeah, I guess it makes sense why my husband won't change his mind for now...he was Cat-a-holic, must like the guilt-tripping.
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39A hello!
by Oogie inhi, i'm newly awakened and just needing reassurance that the wt is indeed a mind-control cult.
i have two lovely children (under 5) and a husband who is currently asleep..
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A hello!
by Oogie inhi, i'm newly awakened and just needing reassurance that the wt is indeed a mind-control cult.
i have two lovely children (under 5) and a husband who is currently asleep..
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Oogie
Thanks all...I'm having a slight panic attack thinking about all of this. This is awful.
I wish I had seen some of these posts before I told my husband about my thoughts. While he was calm and understanding, he put up the same j-dub wall they all do. For now, around him, I'll put on the 'good j-dub wife' mask...but I can't change what truths I have come to.
Question: when you're being de-programmed, do you have any physical pain in your head?
But, thank you all again for your support. I'll make it through this, I know I will!
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A hello!
by Oogie inhi, i'm newly awakened and just needing reassurance that the wt is indeed a mind-control cult.
i have two lovely children (under 5) and a husband who is currently asleep..
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@red pillar: i don't know what made me do it...just this feeling i'd been having ever since i wasn't able to actually be at the meetings, so i did the research.
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A hello!
by Oogie inhi, i'm newly awakened and just needing reassurance that the wt is indeed a mind-control cult.
i have two lovely children (under 5) and a husband who is currently asleep..
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@bob_nc: i just want to shout: "i'm free!" lol.
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A hello!
by Oogie inhi, i'm newly awakened and just needing reassurance that the wt is indeed a mind-control cult.
i have two lovely children (under 5) and a husband who is currently asleep..
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Oogie
thank you all for the tips and encouragement!
yes, i was taught indoctrinated from birth...i have 11 years of baptism total blindness. about 5 of not being physically at the meetings mind-control sessions, so we listened in by phone.
i am more mad at myself for being duped and letting the elders circus trainers whip my spirit.
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A hello!
by Oogie inhi, i'm newly awakened and just needing reassurance that the wt is indeed a mind-control cult.
i have two lovely children (under 5) and a husband who is currently asleep..
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he doesn't even know yet. i've told my df' dad and gay brother-in-law. i just wouldn't know how to go about it.
i'm scared...he can get a bit verbally rough with me, but i think he's having his own doubts and it's his way of trying to put them in the back of his mind? like im the cause of some of his problems, when its probably just the WT that is the problem.
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A hello!
by Oogie inhi, i'm newly awakened and just needing reassurance that the wt is indeed a mind-control cult.
i have two lovely children (under 5) and a husband who is currently asleep..
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Oogie
it's funny too, because i wasn't researching about the WT at all, i was researching about how to tell if you've been mind-controlled... i finally came to this conclusion. i feel as if a veil has been lifted off me and don't have an irrational fear of spirits anymore.
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A hello!
by Oogie inhi, i'm newly awakened and just needing reassurance that the wt is indeed a mind-control cult.
i have two lovely children (under 5) and a husband who is currently asleep..
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Oogie
my hubby is still very 'in' though... is it normal to feel nauseous when you now see WT literature?
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A hello!
by Oogie inhi, i'm newly awakened and just needing reassurance that the wt is indeed a mind-control cult.
i have two lovely children (under 5) and a husband who is currently asleep..
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Oogie
no, we listen in by phone for health reasons, he has a beard and the only 'preaching' is with the kids. and tips on helping him out?
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A hello!
by Oogie inhi, i'm newly awakened and just needing reassurance that the wt is indeed a mind-control cult.
i have two lovely children (under 5) and a husband who is currently asleep..
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Oogie
thanks, cofty. i guess i'm still trying to get over the guilt trip they put on you for even questioning the WT. does it ever go away?