"How would you like to live in a world where there is no sickness and death?"
I really thought I was helping people. While I never worked the hospital gates (the idea never occurred to me), my indoctrinated mind would have thought it a brilliant idea for encouraging the downhearted.
I was so blind to the reality of our nuisance. I guess the sincerity of intention is why I'm able to forgive myself and move on.