I went down to see her, but she refused to see me at first because she didn't want to do anything to put me getting reinstated at risk. She finally agreed to meet up. She's fine physically, but a real mess mentally, attempting suicide in the last few weeks which I just found out about when I was down there. Problem is she hasn't told her doctor anything about whats been happening with us, because she didn't want to 'give a bad witness' to the doctor'. This really pissed me off, and I persuaded her to tell the doctor the whole story. She can't help her if she doesn't know whats going on. She kept going on about how much she's desperate for me to get reinstated, and that the only thing she could never ever deal with is if I became an apostate. How can I tell her that I don't think I'll be able to get reinstated, and how I really feel about the wbts?
Gadget