I still believe in an Intelligence of some kind "out there" but will never again align with anything that smacks of religion/ worship/ doctrines/ dogma / leaderships by men etc etc
I spend a lot of time in nature - Mountains/Sea and actively pursue Mindfulness in my own way - and my wife and I being musicians, find tremendous solace, fulfillment and reward being involved in and with music -
Baptized in 1974 and faded totally in 2012 - elder for 15 years
Have a wonderful circle of friends who are of all sorts of beliefs and faiths -