if you recall, i'm just coming to grips with ttatt and atheism after a few years of doubts.
made a long post around here, a while ago, talking about the very subject.
but, anyways.... so the other day, my wife was telling me how she was just exhausted and "peopled out.
Wow real cult mode!!!!!
You really need an exit plan. I sometimes find myself talking to Jehovah....but then I just say to him......
"well you don't care anyway so I am not going to bother "
But I have never thought going to a meeting was good for me whilst I knew TTATT .
Kate xx
my name is alex.
i have been a reader/lurker of this site for over a year now.
first time i am posting.
worst day in the last ten years, was the day i hit 0.00 with one and a half years of university to go.
nobody to turn to, nobody to ask for help.
i was 32 and as an ex jw had two family members in contact with me.
worst day in the last ten years, was the day i hit 0.00 with one and a half years of university to go.
nobody to turn to, nobody to ask for help.
i was 32 and as an ex jw had two family members in contact with me.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rdvt_gyq-ls&feature=youtu.be.
She did very well and should be proud of herself.
Kate xx
i apologize for how rantish this is but please hear me out.
anyways i'm a 15 year old girl and i've never really wanted to be a jw.
its just never been something thats made me feel happy or loved.
Hi Blackwolf and welcome to the board. It's so nice to see a 15 year old who can think for herself.
It's really good that you don't want to be a JW and you have your own dreams. Well done and keep planing.
I am so sorry you suffer with anorexia it's a terrible condition I hope you get some real help and support for it.
Please take good care
Kate xx
i am sort of new here, used a different username for a while but things got 'difficult' at home so i've since been lurking.... what i would be really interested to know, if you don't mind sharing, is what it was that triggered your doubts and initial research which led to awakening, was it a bad experience, injustice, changed doctrine?
for me, it was seeing mistreatment of young ones in the congregation, they're under so much pressure and as soon as they go even slightly astray they are shunned, either informally (as bad associations which pushes them further into the 'world') or formally - with elders dying to throw the book at them so they even lose their family.... ...then reading about child abuse issues in the press.... ...which led me to silentlambs.
...then jw facts, this forum and coc, wham!
Injustice is what woke me and my kids up. We experienced domestic violence and the elders Df'd me because I exposed it and they wanted to shut me up.
Here is a youtube of my story and the JC meeting with the elders. It's over 30 mins so watch it when you have time.
Kate xx
my son was never a jw.
he was born about a dozen years after i left.
but he's heard about it from me and knows i was one.. recently he has a new best friend at school.
Sounds like they are not very active anyway......I wouldn't worry unless your son comes home telling you you're going to die at Armageddon xx
Kate xx
.. i`ve just come across this... welcome to the official illuminati website.
.................. click the link below... illuminati official website - illuminatiofficial.org | contact or .... .. is it real?.....is it bogus?....is it a joke?...
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I wouldn't say it was a joke but just another fake cult recruiting as many as they can.
Kate xx
so i went to get a burger just now, and a couple of elders from my former congregation caught me off guard.
they started giving me the we feel so sorry for you, you must be so lonely bit.
i kept telling them im doing great and im not lonely but its like they couldnt hear me talking.
I'd be willing to bet you could go all the way with at least one of them - hoser
I would agree I think desperate women JWs are more likely to be sexually promiscuous than non JW women who have more self respect.
Kate xx
