BA, I have some answers, but have been threatened in the past to keep my mouth shut. There have been others on the board who know what i'm thinking of, but hell, I would never bring it up here. First off, few would believe me, and second, I want to be left alone by my former abusers.
"Those who talk, will have their mouths shut for them."
PS, the threats had NOTHING to do with JWN. They were made in person, and locally. You seem to have been well-connected in the b'Org, and perhaps you know what I am alluding to. If not, that's okay as well.
xo
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