All very helpful stuff. I can't stress how revealing and amazing that epiphany/matrix unjack moment is, when one realizes it! Holy crap, this is all a big sham! It's hard to accept, especially since many of us made/make big life decisions based on this house of cards false prophet. It's never too late :) Glad to here.
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by offgrid5150 ini've been lurking for a while,but figured i'd introduce myself.
i was born in, and i'm 30 years old.
it's hard to just read as a guest, and not share with anyone eventually.
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Surrounded - Yet All Alone at the same Time
by offgrid5150 ini've been lurking for a while,but figured i'd introduce myself.
i was born in, and i'm 30 years old.
it's hard to just read as a guest, and not share with anyone eventually.
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Thanks Cha Ching. I think suggesting part time work is an excellent choice. Especially since the in laws may need financial assistance in old age, it maybe a good chance to convince her to get off the pioneer rolls. Day by Day, day by day!
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Surrounded - Yet All Alone at the same Time
by offgrid5150 ini've been lurking for a while,but figured i'd introduce myself.
i was born in, and i'm 30 years old.
it's hard to just read as a guest, and not share with anyone eventually.
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Yes, time will tell :) But success is my only option. My wife is very intelligent, and I know I will breakthrough, slowly but surely. In the case of my wife, it's kinda crazy. Once you can identify mind control, it's easy to see. I can have an intelligent conversation with her, and the second we touch on a semi-related topic to anything in her sacred box, i start to see the brick wall being erected, and her eyes start to gloss! Defintely have to tread carefully. But, eventual goal is to unjack this whole darn crew from the matrix.
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Surrounded - Yet All Alone at the same Time
by offgrid5150 ini've been lurking for a while,but figured i'd introduce myself.
i was born in, and i'm 30 years old.
it's hard to just read as a guest, and not share with anyone eventually.
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I appreciate all the kind words everyone. I am planning the drawn out approach with my family. However, I will not do this forever :) Don't plan on wasting the rest of my life.
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Surrounded - Yet All Alone at the same Time
by offgrid5150 ini've been lurking for a while,but figured i'd introduce myself.
i was born in, and i'm 30 years old.
it's hard to just read as a guest, and not share with anyone eventually.
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thanks adamah, although sometimes i feel like I am, since I have to compartmentalize things and lead two mental profiles depending on where I am.
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Surrounded - Yet All Alone at the same Time
by offgrid5150 ini've been lurking for a while,but figured i'd introduce myself.
i was born in, and i'm 30 years old.
it's hard to just read as a guest, and not share with anyone eventually.
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Wow that thread is so helpful! Thanks again everyone. I will be on here to vent as needed :)
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Surrounded - Yet All Alone at the same Time
by offgrid5150 ini've been lurking for a while,but figured i'd introduce myself.
i was born in, and i'm 30 years old.
it's hard to just read as a guest, and not share with anyone eventually.
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Thanks everyone. Steve Hassan's Book Combating Cult Mind Control has been excellent. JW isn't referenced once in that book, (aside from the reference in the back). The whole time i read it I was telling myself, this must be written for JWs! But, it's just textbook mind control. Also, just from a Scriptural stand point, I've discovered so many discrepancies and changes in the NWT, and most modern bibles. I've learned to love my King James Version. I really appreciate all the support. It's nice to know one is not alone.
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Surrounded - Yet All Alone at the same Time
by offgrid5150 ini've been lurking for a while,but figured i'd introduce myself.
i was born in, and i'm 30 years old.
it's hard to just read as a guest, and not share with anyone eventually.
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Thanks everyone for the kind words. Really appreciate it. Very encouraging to see I have many counterparts here on the path to mental freedom. I really hope I can slowly wake up family and do the fade(sounds like a dance move, lol). The good thing is atleast I have my sibling to talk to about this. He stopped going in his teens! Turns out he had the same suspicions as me! We have agreed to keep the conversations/exchanges discreet but atleast I have someone to talk to about it off the web :)
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Surrounded - Yet All Alone at the same Time
by offgrid5150 ini've been lurking for a while,but figured i'd introduce myself.
i was born in, and i'm 30 years old.
it's hard to just read as a guest, and not share with anyone eventually.
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Thanks everyone, and ATJ. You're right. It's literally like being unjacked from the matrix. I grew up in the Bethel area, and congregation was always surrounded by Bethelites, and always have tried to be the "exemplary" one. Feels like half my life is wasted. Atleast I have zero guilt for just getting by now :) Really stinks to see the wife give 70 hours of our precious time each month, and always tired/exhausted... all for nothing. I've been practicing much patience, and will need to continue to develop this.
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Surrounded - Yet All Alone at the same Time
by offgrid5150 ini've been lurking for a while,but figured i'd introduce myself.
i was born in, and i'm 30 years old.
it's hard to just read as a guest, and not share with anyone eventually.
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I've been lurking for a while,but figured I'd introduce myself. I was born in, and I'm 30 years old. It's hard to just read as a guest, and not share with anyone eventually. I'm 100% awake to the facts, JWs are a cult, founded by a Mason, and JW are not Cristians at all, but I'm surrounded :)
Wife, Parents/In-Laws., etc. Been married for 4 years. I moved far from home to serve where the need was great, and that's when I things finally clicked. I had that "Screw it" moment, started doing evil internet research where i fully identified "apostate" really means anyone questioning anything, and all of the other double speak/ Steve Hassan Stuff.
I am active at the hall, and even though I've given the wife slight hints that not all is well, I'm surrounded by loved ones in Mind Control. This will be a long journey to wake family up and somehow fade. No clue how I will do this, but figured id check in for some support :)