Whether you insist he exists or not, you disbelieve he exists and you think that justifies you ridiculing him. And Viviane, you insisting he is impotent isn't true at all. If God wanted to, he can easily end all human suffering and and badness but he doesn't because he knows that that makes us who we are and it's not a part of his plan for us to not deal with these things. You can agree or disagree but don't say that he is impotent when he can easily get rid of things. Now I know you are going to say then, why doesn't he? Well, that's for a different discussion. The central point here is that he is not impotent if you actually respect him and pray to him but you do neither of these things yet call him impotent? That is so crazy but it's to be expected because you are evil, of course
All you have done so far is show that the degree of your disbelief in God is sky-high and you need to change. The best way to change and actually get his helping is to stop being against him, mocking him, disbelieving the Lord, and just overall being a butthole toward him and about him. You attempt to question him about the way things are going and his attitude towards us when your attitude needs some sparkling up, sister. Maybe you'd actually see his reason for everything being the way they are if you'd stop being so judgemental about him. Being too critical of God is a bad thing because then you're getting the way of your own blessing through him and Jesus Christ and who would get in the way of that? You need to know what you are dealing with and the consequences of your actions. Remember, Yah will get his calling on your actions. So it's best for you to repent now while it's not too late.