Cofty, you do not understand Christ at all. You have been led by your fear of death to become so angry at God, you will not listen to reason.
I do not intend to speak for Cofty, but, my understanding from reading his posts is that he is an atheist. If your very first assertion is wrong, illogical and ridiculous, namely that he is angry with something he doesn't have a belief in, please explain why anyone should bother to read the rest of your post.