Viviane, If you do not understand then I must assume you have not loved a man as my wife loved me. She needed me, I needed her. It's that's simple.
More derpsumptions.
By the way, dear Lady, she did not regard me as something you call, a derp. I was her husband and her lover. She was my wife and my lover. We did not live in some virtual world where every thought was constantly JW centered.
Derp isn't who you are, it's what you are saying. Before you make derpstakes and derp on and on, learn what derp is next time.
There are times when "real" life is lived.
I have no idea what you're derping about.