Ah, sorry Marvin, was typing in a hurry and didn't notice the loaded with anger part.
I wonder what it's like to live in your head, ehere reality is apparently not a thing. i only ask because of the thing s you're pretending to know about me (that are laughably wrong and and an obvious, hamfisted attempt to make the argument personal, about me and direct away from the real topic of your failed question, a sure sign you've spun out of control) and the constant misconstruing of you arguing with your own words.
Anyway, since you've not stopped kicking your dog due to your insufferable feelings of inadequacy, i will now bow out of any further conversation with you on this. Also, i am boarding a flight and have actual things to do, like take a nap and see if it's humanly possible to care that than i already don't about your's and JD's ficticious versions of reality where you can blame your failures on me being smart and angry.