So, after many countries and voyages...what have I learned?
The more I learn, the less I know.
Where to begin?
There is this elusive thought, a star in which I can touch with my fingertips but just can grasp it, evertime my process of understanding of a situation unfolds...it disappears into a sea of apathy.
There is a common link with all humanity. We erect borders, be they; social, political, religious, ethinic, and/or cutltural, yet something must exist in which we can all agree and have understanding upon.
You break out of this box of rules and regulations, dictated and taught from the day you were born. A pre-set to reality. Then, in some glorious moment of clarification, you see the "truth" to what path was laid before you. You see, contrary to what you were taught to belive to be true, that it was a lie. Your world shatters, the door of exploration opens.
How do you pick up the pieces of a abused life? Abuse in many forms, be it; Mentally, Psychologically, Sexually, and/or so on? The pieces to pick up, are sole the responsibiltiy of...you.
Pretty tough, isn't it?
What's more difficult, is to try to share your own enlightenment with others.
Is it possible? Hopefully..yes. Reality wise? No.
Coming to a sense of enlightenment of one's situation is done, frankly, by one's self. You came upon a moment in YOUR time, that something clicked, where as you became aware of a controlled process. You escape, and you've set yourself free. Congratualtions. There's nothing selfish about it, it happens to some of us in many predicaments and situations in life.
Now, you have that nagging feeling to share your encounter with personal truth right? You've got to show the one's you care about that your personal escape can benifit them...right? That's the kicker. What you've encountered as to your own personal liberation, is exactly what it is...your OWN PERSONAL liberation.
I know, you want to impliment some type of system into those who still hold the point of view in which you once shared. You want those who you hold dear, close and love...to understand what you have come to realize. You want to "free" them, don't ya?
Know what? Don't worry about it. Don't try it. Best you can do is: Take your freedom and run with it. Let those close to you decern for themselves as to what their opinions dictate as to your actions. They will view as a hero or a villian. Don't tarry about whether THEY stay or leave. Take your freedom...and run with it.
The world isn't as small as you think. It's actually...a pretty big place, full of adventures awaiting and new areas for you to explore. Listen to your heart and it will guide you...and never be concerned as to what "OTHER PEOPLE" may think, for you've earned your freedom.
It can be lonely sometimes and you may feel isolated...yet, there is other people to meet and others share your ideals as to liberation, and don't expect THEM to be the same.