if they could only see me now!!!

by kittyeatzjdubs 18 Replies latest jw friends

  • kittyeatzjdubs
    kittyeatzjdubs

    i was always scared of leaving the witnoids, b/c i thought i would become what they said you become when you leave... sad, lonely, drug addicted, demonized, prostitute...whatever....

    but here i am...a 20 year old w/ a high school education only...and i'm sitting on the 8th floor in my own office w/ a picturesque (sp?) view of east memphis. i have reached a higher point in my life than most witnesses can only dream of. i'm so proud of myself for once in my life!!! i have a wonderful relationship w/ a man i love, a pimpdoshin' job, my own office, i've been sober for over a year, and i have wonderful health...i don't even smoke anymore!

    So Crooklyn, you may have torn me down, but i got back up and now i'm better than i ever was before!!!

    so if you're scared that you might become what the society says if you leave...you shouldn't be...just look at me.

    luv, jojo

  • Legolas
    Legolas

  • Crumpet
    Crumpet

    Well done kitty - you have done well honey and you can see it from a wise perspective too - from an enlightened stance as well as literal height. I got my own office when I was 21 but didn't feel I deserved it and spent all day listening to nirvana and masturbating under my desk. I don't regret it tho!

  • kittyeatzjdubs
    kittyeatzjdubs

    thanks lego!

    lol crumpet!! u seem like my kind of woman.

    luv, jojo

  • in a new york bethel minute
    in a new york bethel minute

    ENJOY THE PLEASURES OF TODAY, FOR IF ARMAGEDDON COMES TOMORROW, U ARE TO DIE.

    that's how 98% of witnesses feel about your so-called success. so even if they could see you now, they'd pity your destruction-destined self

    bethel

    p.s. yes it makes us all sick

  • daystar
    daystar
    ENJOY THE PLEASURES OF TODAY, FOR IF ARMAGEDDON COMES TOMORROW, U ARE TO DIE.
    that's how 98% of witnesses feel about your so-called success. so even if they could see you now, they'd pity your destruction-destined self

    Geez, thanks for bringing us all back to reality.

  • kittyeatzjdubs
    kittyeatzjdubs

    that's true bethel, but i don't care what they think anymore. i've finally allowed myself to do what i want and what i need, and i am happy. although i understand what u mean. they are all a$$holes. they're opinion doesn't register in my world.

    luv, jojo

  • daystar
    daystar

    Good deal jojo. Keep it up! Live for yourself.

  • Legolas
    Legolas
    that's true bethel, but i don't care what they think anymore. i've finally allowed myself to do what i want and what i need, and i am happy. although i understand what u mean. they are all a$$holes. they're opinion doesn't register in my world.

    luv, jojo

  • kittyeatzjdubs
    kittyeatzjdubs

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