Hi to those of you who know me. I just wanted to let people know I am still alive. As life goes on people come and they go. I value most of the friendships that I made here in my time of posting. Even when I posted under a different name for awhile to try and sort myself out many of the same caring people had good advice and a caring heart. But it's just time to leave. I just don't feel comfortable expressing my feelings here anymore due to circumstances of life. I am leaving EVERYTHING in my past behind me and starting over. But to so many of you thanks for all the help both times around. I'm leaving this song I wrote as sort of a rememberance or something.
I live this lonely way
In my darkened days
And don’t dream of heaven
The rain washes the dirt away
But the stains remain
Control the pain
Memories remain of brighter days
Shrouded in my haze of this broken mirror
Storms remain thunder and the rain
Remember how I came to walk away
From all that was my good intentions
Tear away the faith I keep
It makes me weak
Look into my eyes as I drift away
I get lost in darkened thoughts
Slowly fade away as you forget me
I choose to drift alone
As I stare off to the sky
Memories fade slowly ease the pain
And so I pass into the night
I end the fight as the moon shines down upon me