Hi Genesis,
Realizing that leaving the Watchtower is not the same as leaving God was a breakthrough for me.
After that, I no longer cared about the hours in service or attending each boring meeting or the demands to "put on a show" for the Circuit Overseer's visit... The only thing that mattered was that I felt better because of not being part of a false organization that is too proud to accept and rectify its own errors.
YC