Hi all,
Well my friend, after a second attempt to reach out to me and give me the decision last night I received an unexpected visit from two of the local Elders. Apparently the two WTS agents decided to pass the torch to the local elders this time. This local elders of course had nothing to do with this JC in the first place. This was organized by the CO along with WTS instructions. The local elders were kept way. Anyway they informed me that that the JC had reached the decision to DISFELLOWSHIP ME FOR APOSTACY. I wasn't surprise at all.
I asked about the letters I sent and no respond was giving. I asked why they reach such a decision without giving any kind of consideration to my letters as to why the case was handle parcially. The JC was under the direction of the CO and WTS.
Now, who were the coward for not showing up?. Instead they sent two elders who had nothing to do with the case in the first place. I've changed my mind and was willing to accept their visit this time. So that's why I allowed my local to come in. I won't even bother appealing the decision. What for? There is no justice within this WTS. The only justice I know come from Jehovah God and Jesus christ and not from this men made org. I'll be subsequently execute next week. I will miss all my friends but I think I have gained a lot more and true friends whom I feel their unconditional love on this board. I love you all for giving me all the support that I need it. It was sad scene to see my fellow Elders shock up in tears knowing that it was not what they expected. They knew they were losing a true friend but what can they can do. I appreciated all the years I worked closely with the elders in helping the flock and the love and care we showed them. I told them I was not going to shun them at all and that if they ever need help I will be more than willing to help. It is up to them to stand up for truth and the real christian love. My love for God and Jesus still remains and no one will take that way from me or family. I'm ashamed of been part of all of JC I was assigned. If there is anything I can say to those who's lives were severed I will apoligize and ask their forgiveness.
Life goes on for me and my family. I have a lot of catching up to do now. I can now fulfill my long time dreams. Get my BA and then my master. I will contribute more towards helping my community in a more productive way. I'll conitnue to raise my kids and give them all the support and good spiritual values I've learned from the bible. I'm reaccessing the damages and hopefully this will take sometime to heal. I still have a strong faith and God and Jesus and I know deep inside that it was in my best interest to just leave quietly. Of course I was force to leave and it goes to show for all those WTS defenders that there is not a honorable discharge in this org. This once again has been proved.
Thank you all for all your support and love!