Are you supposed to enjoy field service? Find joy in God's work? I hated service, hated getting up early, hated wearing dresses/skirts,hated bugging people early on the weekend, hated "preparing" for service (all i did was read the little blurb on the inside of the awake lol) hated being grouped with elder Ihatecoffeebreaks and sister letsdoonemoredooreventhoughits12.......one day brother Ihatecoffeebreaks asked me why my time was dropping in service and i said "because i hate service" ( I mean i was taught to be honest right? lol)
he wasn't even shocked all he said was" Desiree most of us hate it, but that is not why we do it, we do it for Jehovah, I even hate it"
Is that the mindframe they are supposed to teach?