Hi ya Jo...
Slightly less embaressing topic than the last one... !
Created evolution reminds of that stupid song that Kermit's cousin used to sing.
"Halfway up the stairs is the stair where I sit, there isn't any other stair quite like it. It's not at the bottom, it's not at the top, but this is the stair where I always stop."
Now I am not saying it MUST be black or white, that it must either be Creation OR Evolution.
But what you seem to be attracted to is exactly what I was attracted to as a reasonably intelligent young person growing up in the Borg.
I had a lot invested. My entire f~cking life, family, friends, hopes for the future, etc..
Because of this every little piece of evidence that I could find that meant the WTS wasn't totally wrong and that the next issue of the Evolution/Creation/Creator book might give a good explaination of the scientific evidence that existed when compared to the Biblical account was seized upon with great avidness on my part.
It shored up my crumbling beliefs and let me continue on more or less as I was, without having to stop and say, "No, this is wrong", with all the knock on concequences of basically having to start over again with my view of the world.
Now, I have had to redifine my paradigms from the ground up. I can see that the half-way point, of 'created evolution' is more seized upon by people because of philosophical and theological considerations than scientific ones.
Some people have so much tied up in their belief in god they cannot let go. The idea there is no grand plan, that we are a cosmic coincidence, that when we die, we die, is all too much.
Now I cannot say what is right for you as an individual to believe in.
All I'm trying to do is share my experience; I wish in a lot of ways I had had the courage to peel of the hopefully scientific speculations of people who want to believe in god no matter what when I was younger, in my teens. I let the comforting glow of these whistful speculations coddle me.
Because of that, I got involved in a disasterous marriage, disasterous as I got married too early with no experience of the world let alone the opposite sex due to the beliefs I held to. I didn't pusue an advanced education until my late twenties, due to the beliefs I held. When I decided that it wasn't the truth and stopped going (I'm not DA'd or DF'd, I just walked away) I lost contact with, basically everyone I ever knew, apart from my immediate family and some 'wordly' friends I had, due to the beliefs they held.
If I had cut to the core of the arguement I would have saved myself an awful lot of pain and turmoil. Being a teenager when you are a teenager is bad enough; being a teenager when you are twenty-nine (as the emotional and developmental retardation means you are clueless in many ways) is terrible (okay, it was quite good fun too, as freedom is fun, but, boy, there were some pretty grim times too).
My advice to you is do the reading, get the education, get to a point where you can review the evidence and decide whether we are twisted apostates trying to pull you away from Jah's holy organisation (bwa-ha-ha-ha), or whether JW's are rather misguided people. Do it now, not later, as otherwise you will kick yourself later on, for wasting all that time.
Without a good level of scientific knowledge the 'well, mercy me, look at all the pretty birds, we must have a god here somewhere to explain all this' arguements which you initially quoted, are quite convincing. With a good level of scientific knowledge and an open mind they are rather quaint.
And remember, go back to basics. If it's impossible for this Universe to evolve out of nothing (which is the basic god peoples' arguement), then how is it possible for god to 'just be there' to create the Universe when that means he 'evolved' out of nothing.
Best wishes