Upon reading the Gospel of John and arriving at 20:28 and realising that Thomas was infering Christ's Deity. I realised that I couldn't hold that new view and still remain a JW. I would last a further four months before I DAed myself.
A final brick was removed, causing the tumbling of the edifice when I realised that they had been scholastically dishonest in the Trinity Brochure. It suddenly occurred to me that my worst nightmare had come true and that they weren't just a little misguided as I'd previously hoped....