I detest people who were at the top of the organization heap and were validating the nonsense with their "vote". I am a third generation JW with 50 years. I obeyed their stupid rules. I suffered. I never had an Uncle at the top who could pull strings
JW's are still my tribe and I feel they are still a horse worth betting on.
You sir, need to run, not walk, to a mental institution. Ask for a lobotomy.