I don't know what to do FHN, I'm feeling kinda lost now and empty and I guess I should get ready for the elders to call, hu?
lola
by lola28 22 Replies latest jw friends
I don't know what to do FHN, I'm feeling kinda lost now and empty and I guess I should get ready for the elders to call, hu?
lola
Yeah, I'd say brace yourself for the inevitable. Even if this one slips by unnoticed, from the sounds of it you're mentally already there. It's definitely in the cards.
It sounds like you're ready, though. We're here for you.
Lola, are you inactive?
thank you Osmosis i just don't know what to do now. I'm trying to figure out what to do, just feeling a little lost.
lola
FHN the last time I tuned in time was 8-04, I still did service after that but never turned in time, the last time I went out was January first and the last meeting I went to was in December.
lola
If they consider you inactive and you haven't been attending meetings for a while, you could just ignore them and hopefully they will leave it be.
Did you tell her you agreed with the sites? I sent you a PM, Lola. Hugs.
Take care and try to relax and get some sleep. Take a bath with candles and if you have some lavender oil, put some drops in the water. Really, you WILL be okay, this too shall pass. Take comfort in that the pain is not permanent.
Remember too, when and if it comes down to it, it doesn't have to be the intense confrontational event that SickOfLies just went through. Tell them that you don't believe anymore and leave it at that(if thats what you want to do).