Does anyone else feel like this, like you really don't give a crap about what's going to happen next year or 5 years from now?
I understand your feelings. I don't think this is necessarily a product of belief, though. For myself, I couldn't care less what's going to happen in the future either. I am confident of my hope so I don't get excited about the particulars of the future. It really doesn't matter. If I become anxious about the next day, I might miss the wonder and delight of today. And today is a wonderful day.
One thing is certain. Change will happen. It always does. It always will. Good has resulted from the worst atrocities, and bad has resulted from some of the most noble attempts at good. The only thing that is certain is that everything I choose to do and choose not to do will change something. And I believe (although I have no way to objectively prove this) that if I try to change things for the better I will succeed in some ways.
Whatever the future holds I will be content if this is the entire testament to my life, "He tried to do good." I will be content if no one knows except me. Death is certainly in my future and there is ample time to discover what else may be in store. I'm in no great hurry to find out, but I won't dread the inevitable—that would be a waste of life. The future is inevitable. Might as well give it a hug. Who knows, maybe it will hug me back?
But, I do get irritable when people who claim to have a glorious hope for the future wax on about the horrors awaiting us all. I certainly don't understand why someone who really believes they are saved would get upset about the future.
Respectfully,
AuldSoul