Welcome to the board, rockkchick30! No hate here!
But I think you missed the point of my little story. I'm sure that that is my fault. Everything I did for the Organization was for Jehovah, or so I thought. However, the lack of love I saw in the Organization led me to the eventual understanding that it is certainly not Jehovah's organization. By its fruit, the Organization proved to me, and to many, many others, that it is not guided by Jehovah God.
It is doubtful that you will see this at this time. They are treating you now the best that they ever will treat you. Once you're "in", keep an eye out for subtle changes in how people treat you and your daughter. Oh, and God forbid either of you should stumble in the least way! That is when the lack of love for their own will shine through.
My point was this, the lack of interest in my personal well-being, by the very shepherds of "His flock", is further evidence, to me at least, that it is not under Jehovah's guidance. And I can think of much better things to do than to attend a memorial for a religion that has been abandoned by the very God it claims to worship, if He ever guided it in the first place. (I think not.)