Maybe it's the yin/yang thing? Try starting from the other perspective. What is death? What will my death be like? When will I die? How will I die? Then get on with living the life you want to achieve and be remembered for, there's nothing like a deadline to move you to action.
Oh heck I'm reading M.Scott Peck's Further Along The Road Less Traveled. Interesting reading. Interesting twist on life and living. He says and I quote, "We cannot live with courage and confidence until we can have a relationship with our own death. Indeed, we cannot live fully unless there is something that we are willing to die for." Page 50.
I'm getting from this book that the purpose and meaning of life is to learn and from my own experience I've found for myself that I learn my biggest lessons in life from my most difficult times. It's at these uncomfortable times I begin to search and question, in searching I find myself opening up to various reasons and at closer evaluation I find the answer, I grow. Very thought provoking read for me right now just thought I would share.